LUCIAN'S POV
I went back to the palace after Estina had turned me down. I was feeling very devastated and hopeless. I didn't want to feel that I had lost everything by losing the women in my life.
Estina had always been the one I truly loved but I just couldn't approach her when I had the strongest of all feelings for her.
Now I had lost her and also lost that cheat of a wife named Aveira. I just felt like being alone, I didn't want to see or talk to anyone.
Nothing could make me happy again especially after speaking with Estina and seeing how she reacted. I couldn't help but blame myself for all that had come over me. I felt terrible about everything.
I secretly went back to the palace as I didn't want to make my presence known to anyone. I was secretly lodging in the hotel with Aust
