I couldn't bare to look in the mirror once again. The words on repeat flying through my head. Part of me knew it was just my brain playing tricks on me again. But I couldn't shake it. Clearing myself up I brushed my teeth and splashed my face with cool water. Wiping the tears from my eyes and breathing deeply I looked once more. I could see my pale skin flushed from crying and being sick. But I could also still see the old me staring back. I felt broken. The happiness I had felt earlier now all but a distant dream. Slowly breathing and trying to get myself back under control I heard Jez's voice "why would you do this to us? Do you want to go back? Do you want Dr Manning and Dr Black to keep us in there permanently? And what about Lily she doesn't need you getting like this again" I shook
