It was a several months of therapy and hospital appointments later. But I was finally getting to be the person I was meant to be. Jez was a figment of my subconscious that I had brought forward to help me work through my issues I knew that but I still missed hearing her in my mind. Dr Black entered my home for the first time in over a week as our sessions were now less frequent. I told him how I felt about losing the part of myself and he said that it was normal to feel a sense of grief but it was also a good thing as it meant that I was ready to close the door the my past and look to my future. Me and Eva had stayed friends but were over after she couldn't move past everything and I understood that. One of the friends I'd made on meet me called Jack had kept in contact the entire time and

