Within these past few days, I realized a lot of things.
We shouldn’t be afraid to take risks. Sometimes, being afraid could make a lot of complications. It’s better to try and see what would happen along the way. Hindi ‘yong pinapangunahan natin ang mga bagay na akala nating mangyayari na ating maaaring pagsisihan dahil hindi natin sinubukan.
I wondered if I stayed that day and just cuddled with her, without worrying about my inhibitions and what ifs, we could’ve had a better relationship. Maybe I would know about our unborn child in a different way. Maybe losing our little angel wouldn’t happen.
If that is the lesson that God wanted me to learn, well, I’ve learned it in the most painful way. I always learn my lessons that way.
But even though we’ve been through that tragic part of our
