Never written love letters

The spectrum of your being

It was on that spring day, by the river that I saw you for the first time. Magnificent with the sun crowning your long black hair with silver highlights and eyes like the sea on a stormy day.

From that moment on I knew that my heart was no longer mine, later I realized with a certain horror that since that moment I was yours and you were mine.

You gave color to my life, before you, life was a blur, after you, life became something clear with clear memories of each moment.

I didn't believe in my luck when you married me (after all, he was just a boy with a big heart).

Do you remember the day I asked why you married me? You said that the moment our eyes met that you knew it was something more. And that answer made me smile more that anything coul do.

I was so lonely, desperate to end everything but you gave strength again. You took my hand and help me up and forever I'm thankful to you to save me and help along the way.

The road hasn't been easy but you never gave up and I can promise something I will never give up on you, like the did to me and you so many years ago.

I write these words while I watch you sleep because the feelings and memories took over me again and I wanted to express a small part of what goes on in this tumultuous heart, because I never had a knack for words, I always preferred to write rather than speak.

I checked the kids, they still sleep peaceful, I know the will never pass and feel this felling of despair, you and I assured that. They fill love and joy and one day I know that they will feel this magnificent feeling that is to love someone completely.

I'm leaving now for another working day with a certainty - when I get home I will love you more than now because you are a perfect being, you make me want to be better and move forward in life. Your inner beauty conquers me more every day because your being saves me from me, saves me from falling into the abyss.

Maybe I had the strength not to fall into the abyss, but it would be temporary, you fight by my side and move me away from the abyss permanently.

With love,

The boy you saved