When I broke down like that, I had no idea how Adam would react. Our relationship, minutes old though it as, was a complicated one. To say that we were attracted to one-another would be an understatement, but at the same time, out conversation up to that point had been downright adversarial. And let's face it, our packs had been fighting for generations. The man had every reason to hate me.
If he did hate me, though, he did a good job of hiding it. The man crouched over, placed his hands on my hips, and quite easily lifted me to my feet. He then wrapped me in his arms and squeezed my body up against his.
I think that, standing there in Adam's arms, I experienced almost every emotion there is! The guilt and sorrow I'd felt was still very much there. The arousal was there too, and indeed was only aggravated by the man's close proximity! I could feel his still-erect manhood pressing into my stomach which only seemed to intensify the desire to have it in me. I could feel his hot breath that seemed to send waves of electricity and warmth through my body.
I was also scared about what was was going on and what was going to happen. I was angry at Marcus for everything he'd done and myself for letting him, and sometimes even helping him. I was happy to have another chance.
Honestly, if I'd been left alone with such a myriad of conflicting feelings, I truly believe I'd have gone mad. Adam, the stranger who was both my enemy and my mate, was there with me. And somehow, being in his arms like that, I felt like everything was going to be okay. Rationally it probably didn't make sense for me to feel that way, but in a situation such as that, I suppose rationality was already pretty much out the window!
As I began to calm down, I again became acutely aware of Adam's manhood pressed against my body. The man had every right to hate me, and yet he'd shown me the first affection I'd experienced in years. I wanted to repay the favor, and to show him just how much I appreciated what he'd done for me.
I found my hand, which had been dangling uselessly at my side, working its way up the man's rock-hard leg an finally resting on the monster between his legs. I found myself beginning to massage it through his jeans, which I have to admit was a gesture that probably surprised Adam and me both! It wasn't all that long ago that I could never imagine being so forward with any man, particularly one who wasn't Marcus. And I can only imagine what Adam thought of the strange woman who was touching him in so intimate a spot!
If he thought it strange or if he didn't want it, he certainly didn't show it! He kept holding me with his left hand, but with his right he worked his way up my side and took my breast into his hand. When he began to massage my n****e with his thumb, it was maybe the most pleasure I'd ever experienced in my life! I began to moan, and in that moment my rational mind wholly left me. My whole world became nothing but pure animal lust, and it was wholly directed at the man in front of me!
Adam's hands worked their way to the hem of my shirt and quickly pulled it off over my head. After tossing the shirt aside, his hands fumbled for a moment with the clasps of my bra before removing and discarding that as well. As he did so, my own hands fumbled with his belt, button, and zipper. It should have been a quick operation, but in my excitement I felt like it was taking a maddeningly long time!
Adam himself pulled of his own shirt before kicking off his pants and shoes. He then went to work on my own pants, quickly pulling them down along with my panties. I kicked off my pants and shoes while Adam discarded his boxers, and at that point we were both totally naked!
Adam then lifted me off my feet and laid me gently on my back on the ground. A moment later he was sitting on top of me. He wasn't a small man by any stretch of the imagination, but having his weight on me like that felt so very good and right. He leaned over and began to kiss the crook of my neck as his hands went to work on my n*****s. For my part, I returned the favor my taking his shaft in hand and stroking it with one hand while my other hand fondled his testicles.
I felt amazing and alive, but the empty feeling between my legs grew more and more urgent. I felt like I really would NOT be okay if I didn't have him inside of me right then, and right there!
"Oh Goddess, f**k me Adam, please," I moaned.
The man seemed ready to oblige. He slid his hips back so that he was laying on top of me, and I could feel his manhood working its way towards my v****a. Then though, he suddenly stopped.
"Adam, please I need you..." I started, but his hand quickly moved to cover my mouth.
"Shh!" he hissed, "Somebody's coming!"
In that moment I didn't care, and would have been happy to have been discovered laying there with Adam. Thankfully he maintained a bit more sense than I had! It would have been bad if my pack discovered me like that with him, and probably wouldn't have been much better if it was his pack that found us.
Both of us grabbed the clothes scattered around the clearing and rushed for the treeline. Once there, Adam took on the form of the wolf, becoming a large black beast. I followed suit, taking on my smaller, silver form. We could move more quickly and silently in those forms, and were better off as naked wolves than naked people!
The great black wolf took his place hidden behind some shrubbery at the edge of the clearing, and I went to his side. Even in those forms I still lusted for the male beside me, but the moment had passed and my senses had returned to me enough to know that that wasn't the time to act on those feelings. It was the time to watch and wait and see just who was coming to the Sacred Grove at that hour.
It wasn't long before the forms of men began to appear on the opposite side of the clearing, and we had our answer.