Be Mine Collar Me

Chapter 7

When I woke up I was sweating. I gasped as my body exploded with a tingling feeling. I needed a dom. I thought of Gage instantly and my dream from last night came back in full force. I was panting by the time I sat up in bed. I had never felt my instincts so strongly before. It felt like my body was trying to separate from itself. I reached for my phone. There was only one person I could call for this. I didn't even look at the time. I simply dialed his number.

"Oliver? What's up?" He asked right away. I could hear people in the background.

"Gage I-" I managed to gasp out around the shiver my body gave at the sound of his voice, but my own words were cut short by a squeak from my throat as I fought down the way I wanted to beg him. I heard the background noise dim.

"I'll be there in ten minutes. I can't command you over the phone, but do not leave your apartment." I knew that. He would have to be here or me there. A dom's commands didn't work unless a sub was within their aura. Gage had a fairly large aura, but it was no bigger than my apartment. He said something to someone but went away from the phone, so I couldn't hear him. "Oliver, did you hear me?"

"Yes." I managed to pant out, and I heard him curse softly.

"Stay there and don't let anybody else in. You are likely attracting at least one dom's attention. I'll be there shortly." He hung up, and I dropped my phone on the bed. It slid off to the floor, but I didn't bother to grab it. It felt like my whole body was on fire from hearing Gage's voice. I wanted him. I needed him. Why did he do this to me? What made him so special?

I tried to fight my own instincts even knowing it was useless. With my instincts, so high doms would be able to sense me. My body was calling out to them even though I didn't want it to. I buried my face in my pillow and gripped my bedsheets. Why did I have to be this way? Why did I have to suffer this? I have so much to deal with already. I somehow managed to climb off of my bed and make it to my couch to be near the door. My body feels completely engulfed in heat now. Like my clothes were suffocating me. It had never been this bad before.

A sudden knock startled me and I stared at the door with concern. Who was that? Was it Gage? How much time had passed?

"Oliver!" I heard Gage's voice through my door. I felt my whole body flinch at how close he was. A few seconds later, I felt his aura wash over me. "Open this door!" He commanded, and my body jumped up in a second. His aura was strong. Many doms needed direct eye contact to command anyone. I rushed to the door and pulled it open. He pushed inside and shut the door. He locked it and then suddenly he pushed me up against the wall. "I can smell your scent almost all the way on the street." I blushed bright red.

Scent was what doms called what my body was doing. It wasn't actually a smell, it was a similar feeling to smelling something really pleasant, I was told. Like your favorite food. It gave them a good feeling that they could follow. It was a sub's way to attract attention from a dom. Like a dom's aura, but the sub version. Our own special trick. I hated it. Some choose to use it to flirt, and I just wish my body would never do it at all.

"I'm sorry." I gasped out despite not feeling actually sorry. Being wrapped in his aura with his gaze on me made me feel like I had to apologize. He clicked his teeth softly in annoyance.

"Don't bend your mind to me, Oliver. Just your body. No strings remember?" He reminded me despite the way his eyes lit up. Did he want something more from me? He let me go suddenly. "Kneel." I dropped to my knees instantly. It was a common move to start play. All I had to do was say my safe word and they would stop. It was my chance to consent to him. I was burning up though. I had no real choice. I needed this.

"Please," I said softly, and his eyes softened for a brief moment. He crouched in front of me.

"Did your suppressants run out? Your instincts are rather heated." I wanted to respond, but he reached out and touched my head softly. Like he was petting a cat. I whimpered softly as it caused my body to react. He frowned. "Stand and walk to your room." He commanded and I did so as the rush of good feelings filled me. "Sit on the bed." He said as soon as we entered. I sat down, and he looked around briefly at my room. He picked up my phone and put it on the nightstand. "I wondered why you didn't answer my text."

"Sorry. I thought it would be better to wait by the door." I explained, and then he caught sight of the empty bottle. He frowned deeply at it.

"What is this?" He asked with a soft glare as he picked up the bottle. I shrank softly under his angry look. "Your doctor can't approve of this. Store-bought stuff is risky for subs." I knew that. Store ones were mainly for doms. Sub ones were a lot harder to sell because they had to be more tailored.

"I don't have a sub doctor," I said, and his eyes went wide. "I can't afford it and my job would only help cover it if I told them I was a sub." Gage sighed harshly and ran a slow hand down his face. I fidgeted softly. "It's not a big deal I-"

"Shut up." Gage bit the command out harshly and then he took a deep breath. I was slightly glad he cut me off like that though. I had no idea what I could say to try and justify myself. I had no real good reason besides the money after all. My job would even help if I was willing to admit to anyone I was a sub. "Forget it." He tossed the bottle and then turned to me. "Do you just want me to command you or do you want something more?" My eyes widened at his question. I thought back to the first time when we had played together and I swallowed.

"I don't-" I cut myself off and looked away from him. "I am not really-" I struggled to find the words to say. I wasn't against it, in truth. I would just never admit that I thought about him that way. Once more my dream came to mind and my cheeks heated in a blush. I felt my insides stir. I heard him step close, but I kept my gaze on the floor.

"Look at me." My head snapped up in an instant at his command and I felt my body flood with joy. He smirked softly as he looked down briefly. "You're hard again." I cover myself with my hands. "Tell me what you want from me." I fought the command this time. Knowing that I would say something I would regret. He frowned and then he lifted his eyebrows softly. He reached forward out of my view and I felt his hand brush over my pants. I sucked in a breath through my teeth. "Tell me."

"I want you to touch me again." I blurt out and he searched my face. I fought to keep the rest to myself but his commands were so strong it was hard. Especially with his fingers gliding over me through my pants. It was distracting. "I want more with you. I want you to do things to me." He smiled softly and took his hand back.

"Do you want to have s*x with me, Oliver?" My eyes went wide. Did I want that? I hadn't had s*x at all before. I never had time to date and had no interest in a relationship with a dom. Before now. Before Gage. Somehow, I wanted him to stick around. He made me feel safe, and he made my instincts sing.

"I don't know," I said honestly, and he tilted his head to the side.

"Strip." He said simply, and I stood to follow his command. I felt a thrill of excitement and nerves. Once I was naked, he stepped forward and grabbed my chin. He shifted my face back and forth slightly, staring into my eyes. "They look especially light today." He commented and I felt my cheeks heat. Here I was naked and he was talking about my eyes. "May I kiss you, Oliver?" My eyes went wide at his request and I gulped.

"I've never kissed anyone before." Not on the mouth at least.

"Are you a virgin?" I nodded softly and he smirked lightly. "What a treasure you are." He said more to himself. "That doesn't answer my question though. Yes or no?" I looked into his dark brown eyes as he waited for my answer. Did I want my first kiss to be with a guy? Not really. But did I want my first kiss to be Gage? Somehow, that made all the difference.

"Yes." I barely managed to say the word before his lips met mine. My body flinched, and I let out the softest moan. Why was my body reacting to him so much? Just because he was a dom? Was he really going to try and have s*x with me? Would I really let him? My instincts were on fire for him right now. He parted his lips and I did the same without thinking. He pushed his tongue into my mouth gently. Softly exploring while letting me adjust to the feeling. Finally, he pulled back.

"For a first kiss, you certainly learn quickly." He licked his bottom lip briefly and I flushed bright red. He always seemed to make me blush.