We stayed in the tunnel three days, and by the end of the first, I understood why Briony had
never told anyone this place existed until it became necessary. It was warm the way a held
breath is warm. It was safe the way silence is safe. Neither felt like enough, not with Corwin
pale against the stone wall and a rider still, for all we knew, searching the slope above us.
“He’s gone,” Briony said, on the morning of the second day, returning from a careful scout of
the entrance with dirt on her knees and relief in her voice for the first time since the arrow.
“Wide tracks heading east, toward the old road. Either he lost our trail entirely, or he’s
reporting back for reinforcements.”
“Which would you guess?” I asked.
“Honestly? I’d guess reinforcements. Which means we don’t stay here much longer either.”
Corwin, propped against the tunnel wall with color slowly returning to his face, managed a
dry look. “I believe I mentioned climbing hillsides tomorrow was an argument I wasn’t going
to have.”
“You’re not climbing anything tomorrow,” Briony said. “But we’re not staying in a hole in a hill
while reinforcements comb the valley for us, either. There’s a third place. Further than I’d
like to ask an injured man to travel, but further also means safer, and right now safer is
worth the distance.”
Thornhaven, when we finally reached it two days later, moving slow to spare Corwin’s
shoulder, turned out to be nothing like the waystation or the mine shaft. It was a proper
holdfast, built into a fold of forested hills, disguised as an ordinary logging settlement with
smoke rising from a dozen chimneys and axes ringing steadily against wood from dawn until
dusk.
“Ysbeth runs it,” Briony explained, as we approached the outer treeline. “Powerless herself.
Lost her whole pack standing when her mate was declared insufficient after an injury,
eleven years back. She’s been quietly gathering anyone the current order discarded ever
since.”
Ysbeth met us at the gate — a broad-shouldered woman with iron-grey hair and the kind of
steady, assessing gaze that reminded me sharply of Corwin — and whatever composure she
carried cracked the same way Briony’s had, the moment she understood who I was.
“Twenty years,” she said, quiet and stunned, echoing words I’d now heard more than once.
“We told each other stories about a Duskmoon heir surviving somewhere, and told ourselves
it was only a story worth telling because it made the waiting bearable.”
“It’s not a story anymore,” I said.
“No.” Something fierce moved behind her eyes. “It very much isn’t.”
Thornhaven gave us something none of the previous weeks had — actual rest, actual walls,
actual distance from searching riders, and I spent the following days in a strange, suspended
quiet, training with Fenna’s remembered instructions in the mornings and sitting with
Corwin’s slow recovery in the evenings, waiting for the next blow to fall.
It was Briony who brought me the message, five days after we’d arrived, folded small and
sealed with wax bearing no crest at all.
“Through the network,” she said. “Passed hand to hand, no names attached to any of the
carriers. It’s from Kael.”
My pulse did something complicated at his name. I broke the seal with hands that weren’t
quite steady.
I’ve asked the questions I said I would. Carefully. Too carefully, some days — my father’s
noticed me distracted, and distraction isn’t a trait he tolerates well in an heir. I haven’t told
him anything. I don’t intend to. But I want you to know that whatever comfort distance gives
you, it isn’t giving me the same. I think of the well, and the ledger, and you, more than is
probably wise for a man supposed to be planning his own future inside the alliance that
built the world you’re trying to tear down. I’ll send word when there’s more to tell. Be
careful. Whatever’s hunting you hasn’t stopped, and I’d rather you stayed alive to be
impossible with me a while longer.
I read it twice before I trusted myself to fold it closed again.
“Good news?” Briony asked, watching my face with poorly disguised curiosity.
“He hasn’t told his father anything.” I hesitated. “But he said his father’s noticed him
distracted.”
Something in Briony’s expression sobered. “That’s not nothing, Elara. Men like Kael’s father
don’t rise to hold Malachi’s throne steady for twenty years by missing distraction in the
people closest to them.”
“You think he suspects.”
“I think we should assume caution matters more with every week Kael keeps this secret, not
less.” She studied me. “For what it’s worth, the fact that he’s kept it at all, under that kind of
scrutiny, tells you something real about where his loyalty’s actually settling.”
I tucked the letter away somewhere close, against everything Corwin would probably say if
he’d seen how carefully I handled it, and looked out toward the tree line surrounding
Thornhaven’s disguised walls, thinking of a man three days’ hard ride away, walking a
narrowing path between the family that raised him and a truth he could no longer unsee.
Whatever safety these walls offered me, I understood, watching the last of the message’s ink
catch afternoon light, Kael was buying it at a cost I couldn’t see and couldn’t help him carry
— and somewhere in a capital built on careful cruelty, a father who’d spent two decades
reading dangerous silences in other men’s faces had just begun reading one in his own son’s.