When I fell in love with my psychiatrist

Chapter Three

The silence in the car was deafening. I wasn't used to staying silent for this long at all. In fact I hated silence. Why keep quiet when there are millions of things to say?

Getting rather tired and bored of the silence I did what any other normal radical thinking person would do.

I sighed loudly and dramatically. Expecting a reaction ,I looked at Will's face trying to guage his reaction. Still moody and kind of closed off. So I decided to do it again. No one could resist me annoying them. Prince Will was going to crack and I was going to ensure he does while enjoying the heck out of it.

Sigh.

Nothing

Sigh

Nothing

Sigh

Nothing

Siiiiiigh

Still nothing. Nada. Zip. Zilch. Nothing at all.

He was good. He was really good. Well to his credit he had been dealing with my antics for the past ten years. He had to be used to it by now. No matter. I was going to make him crack.

So I did the next closest best thing.

I started singing "lean on me".

Okay let me tell you something about me, I had a pretty okay singing voice. Really good if I do say so myself but when I wanted to annoy someone with it, I was capable of transforming my voice into a mixture of the most horrifying sounds known to man. It bordered between a mixture of the sounds made by a dying walrus, a mating whale and clocks ringing loudly. Pretty graphic right? But I wasn't even joking. It was that horrible.

And that was the voice I decided to bless Prince Will with at that particular moment. He would be deaf to not react.

Peeking from under my dark lashes so innocently as I blessed him with my special number, I assessed his features again. My sweet dear psychiatrist was currently gripping the steering wheel so tightly I had a feeling he was imagining it to be my next. My hands subconsciously moved to my neck to assure myself he wasn't actually strangling me and I subtly gulped in fear. His jaw was set firmly and his beautiful pink lips were pressed together in a brooding line. His eyes flamed of burning anger that he was currently struggling with to reign in.

He could hold on his own,I would give him that. No one had ever stood my torture voice or as I liked to call it 'Tortura Von Aria'. Catchy right? I came up with it myself. Thank you very much. If I wasn't in a speeding car with an angry sexy psychiatrist right now, I would've bowed for effect.

The way Will was speeding now was actually scary. The trees by the side of the road looked like blurs. Geez and I'm the crazy one. Someone has anger issues.

My eyes travelled from his beautiful face right back to his strong, powerful , sexy hands. Oh the things I would let those hands do to me....

Focus Aria.

Ridding myself of the new direction my thoughts had taken, I cleared my throat awkwardly, tried to ignore the tingling between my legs and I decided to annoy him more. I was determined to see him break. He had seen me break so many times in the past ten years that it was only fitting that I got to see him lose his cool even once.

Time to step it up a notch.

I increased my volume and made it even worse.

"Oh Dear Willllllll...lean on meeeeeeeee....when you're not strooooooooooongggg....." even wiggling my brows at him as I sang. The best idea occured to me as I was singing and I didn't waste time in executing it.

So I started tapping my foot on his car carpet and tapping my fingers on his thigh.

Don't ask my why I chose his thigh. I just did okay.

It seemed to fully push him to the edge as he swerved very sharply into a driveway skidding to a stop resulting in me banging my head on the side of the glass and interrupting my encore.

Umm rude much?

I was mad he interrupted me so I decided to let him know just how much.

"Why are you so rude Will? You...."

"Just stop it Aria. Just f*****g stop it." he yelled in my face, got out of the car and slammed his door so loudly I heard echos in my head.

Did he just interrupt me?

Mad as well, I opened my door, got out and slammed it very loudly as well. If he could do that so could I. Damn the price of the damn car.

I marched over to his side where he stood fuming, hands clenched at his sides,nose flaring, chest heaving and face all flushed.

Damn...he was really mad. Well so was I?

"Did you just interrupt me Will? No..Doctor William?" I yelled enunciating the Doctor William because I knew it was going to piss him off more as he hated it when I called him that.

True enough, he got even more furious, faced me and yelled back.

"Yes I did Aria. Yes I f*****g did. God you are so infuriating. One day Aria. I gave you one day to just go out, be normal and be amazing but you JUST had to cause a scene. One day Aria. You couldn't do one f*****g day."

"Yes I couldn't do it. You and I both know I didn't even want to go there in the first place. But you coerced me,convinced me..even had to threaten me just so I should go. You said I had to work on my people skills and if causing a scene isn't enough people skills for you then I really doubt your skills as my doctor."

"That is not what I meant by peope skills Aria and you know it".

"Oh really? What then did the oh so mighty and Omniscient Doctor Will mean?"

"You had one thing to do Aria. Just one. Makes me feel like I have bern wasting my time with you all these years."

We were full blown yelling at each other in the packing lot now.

"I see..I will have to change strategy. From today you are living with me till I see you are fit enough to live on your own again. I need you close by. Apparently...our sessions in the hospital are not enough. You are something else Aria" he said and ran his hand through his hair and down his face looking frustrated.

"I couldn't do it Will." I said weakly and I could feel a tear roll down my cheek surprising myself. I hadn't shed a single tear in ten years.

"You know what happened all those years. You know why I even have sessions with you. When I saw Naomi and my Mum after all this while I couldn't do it."I said and I was fully crying now as fat tears rolled down my cheeks.

His anger automatically changed to sympathy and his look softened.

"Oh Aria..."

"With my mum it wasn't that hard as I was in contact with her from time to time but you and I know ever since that day I've neither seen nor spoken to Naomi. I didn't want to cause a scene Will....it just happened. I couldn't control it. But I almost broke down there Will." by now my words were in broken sobs.

Will automatically came and engulfed me in his arms,holding me tightly like he never wanted to let go.

This was the first time we had ever broken any doctor patient principles but I didn't care at the moment.

My first hug from Will and suffice to say it was the best hug I had ever had in my whole 24 years of existence.

"I've got you Aria. Let it all out. It's ok" he said and kissed the top of my head.

I did take him up on his offer. I cried it all out. Ten years worth of pent up tears were released into his shirt as he held me close. I did ruin his shirt but he didn't seem to mind.

When I was done, I peeked up at him and attempted a weak smile.

"Now that was a good ten years worth meltdown" I attempted to joke.

He just chuckled and looked at me with an expression I couldn't figure out. He looked at me still holding me in silence as I looked up at him. His eyes then trailed from my eyes to my lips and much below. It was then I realised my cleavage had risen up during our hug and he had been staring at my boobs with a hunger.

When he realised it,he coughed awkwardly and stepped away from me. I missed his warmth already.

"So....I'll live with you for now then?" I changed the topic.

He seemed grateful and resumed his composure at the change of topic.

"Yes Aria. Till I see fit."

"Okay then Doctor" I teased with my voice still hoarse from crying.

I had cried yes. But one thing had turned right at least.