Zander My hands were shaking the entire time I drove to the building. Everything was running through my mind and I didn’t know how to turn it off. I instantly regretted giving the girls the tea with the sleeping pills, but I needed to make sure they were safe…they had to be safe. Elle had to stay safe. If anything happened to her, I don’t know what I would do. Actually, I do. I would die. I tried to keep my breath even, but it was no use. I tried to think of good thoughts, good scenarios that could happen, but nothing worked. I couldn’t help but think I was walking into my demise. I was vastly unprepared for whatever I was walking into. I didn’t have anything with me and I knew I was in trouble. I just hope that Gage got my message to meet me here before I left my phone at Elle’s, but

