Zander
She fell to her knees, crying. Her entire body was shaking and I could only hope she was okay. Her head hung forward as she shook it back and forth in a ‘no’ fashion. I had all this planned. I wanted to recreate the night I proposed the first time. I wanted to dance with her music as she wore the ring I got made for her that was in the same style of the necklace that I still cannot find. I wanted to spend the night making love to her in front of the fire. I wanted to talk about our future, our next steps, everything.
But my heart was breaking seeing her in this way. It’s okay if she isn’t ready for this step, I will wait forever for her. It’s okay if she doesn’t want to get married, I will always be there for her. Whatever she needs, I’ll be there.
I pulled her into my lap and h
