Chapter 5
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Reign and I stared at each other as it immediately avoided as well. Cedric put his arm around her and then kissed her in front of me if I used to be hurt but now my fantasizing about this woman is not over. I am very grateful because I will never be the cause of a fight between the two.
It was midnight and the children were already asleep, so they were able to go home. Roselle and I were the ones left because I helped Pauline pick up the gifts she received from her godparents and she even said that she couldn't sleep because she was excited to open the gifts one by one.
A few hours later, my father and I said goodbye. Roselle opened the gate but the cellphone rang correctly I would have answered when I saw a pill mat. I’m not too sure but I know this is why she can’t give me the thing I’ve always wanted. Before returning, I hid the pill in my pocket and we entered the house.
"Take a shower before bed." This gentle command as we enter the room. I obeyed without a word and then I came out of the bathroom and found her looking for something in his bag.
"Is this what you're looking for?" It startled and immediately stared at my raised hand holding pills.
"What does this mean?" I was trembling with anger I really wanted to hurt her but I thought she was still a woman and she deserved to be treated well.
"Hon, let me explain." I threw the pills from its foot.
"When are you drinking that?" She picked it up and immediately averted his gaze, "When else!"
"Since we got married."
"For that long ?!" I clenched my fist in anger.
"I'm sorry, I'm not really ready to be a mother yet."
"So you're taking pills to prevent you from getting pregnant! Fvck! Are you making me a woman ?!"
"No!"
I grabbed her and took the pills she was holding.
"No ?! You saw it! You saw it!" It's thrilling. She is still innocent.
"I did not mean."
"Which of those did you not mean Roselle ?!"
"Everything, everything."
"Damn, ever since you made me look like a fool, I hope that every time we have s*x there will be children in your womb but ... for god sake Roselle!"
"I told you I'm not ready yet, I don't want to."
"Then why did you even marry me if at the small request you couldn't give yet!"
"Do you really want to have children or is there some other reason?"
"What ?!"
"I read Lola Susana's last will. Is that why you really want me to get pregnant because half of the inheritance will go to our future child. Don't you even ask if I'm in favor of grandma's last will!"
"There's nothing we can do now that she's dead, and she only wants her to have a grandchild from us and then give the inheritance just like that, what's so hard about that?"
"Because everything is so easy for you. You're selfish, you just want to be followed. How can I feel my freedom to decide for my own body!"
"Is that so? How come and do you think you're not free from what you're doing? You're free to lie to me what if I set you free."
"Are you challenging me?"
"No." My response was emphatic.
"You're scaring me for that I agreed to get pregnant for grandma's inheritance."
"It's not like that Roselle I want baby not just because of money but I want to develop my whole being with you and our future child. I want to at least experience you being whole, complete and without thinking of other people."
"How am I? How do I want to be far, far away from what you want. I want to take care of Viper Berus I want our business to grow and I want to be with you for life but it's not in my vocabulary to have children!"
"We really won't last long if that's your vocabulary in life."
"I love the Viper Berus."
"Me, do you love me?"
"I love you but..."
"But what? You love the viper more than me because if you love me more you won't use pills just to prevent you from getting pregnant. You're also different from the women I've met while others love to have children and develop of the family but no one can find a deserving man but I'm here in front of you I'm a man who can get you pregnant anytime but fvck you make me look stupid you made me hope. I hope just before we got married you told me your plan without me expecting one hundred percent. "
"I just ask for respect Zayn as your wife."
"Wife? Am I still married even though you cheated on me for so long." I turned away but hugged it too tightly.
"Please, understand me please." She was crying please.
"No need," I walked away.
"Honey."
"Just go ahead with your plan."
"Do not leave me."
"No, I promise I won't leave you but it also doesn't mean I'll force you to just continue' what you started." I hurriedly changed my clothes before getting out and pulling over the car.
I repeatedly slapped the steering wheel in anger because I did not have the courage to say everything I was upset about because of his pest plan. My vision was blurred because of the tears constantly and constantly falling I just wiped it with my arm before going down to a Bar. There are more and more bottles of wine on my table but my whole body is still drowning in alcohol. Tonight I don’t want to think about the problem first. Tonight I will first forget my cheating wife.
"Hi are you with anyone?" beautiful woman sat in the stool chair opposite me.
"Do you see anything?" My sarcastic curiosity made it laugh.
"Ever since I came here you've only seen me sitting there just making sure,"
"That's it, eh." "Don't you have any friends?" Took a bottle of wine then swallowed effortlessly.
"You're asking if there's nothing maybe when I show you all my friends you cry there." I smirked again.
"If you still have a lot of friends why are you alone here? You have a serious problem obvious on your face,"
"Why do you care?"
"If they're real friends you should be sympathetic in this situation. What's that in the happy part they just come out and when in the test they disappear?"
"Who are you to judge my friends? I chose to be alone because I wanted to,"
"I'm Jayda," shaking hands but I just avoided looking.
"I don't talk to strangers."
"When I introduce myself then you'll be english there. One more thing, we're strangers you say it's better to say the problem won't leave you and you won't be judged." She was right.
"Often you strangers ruin our lives," I took out the money and then dropped it on his opposite table. "Find your date."
"Are you paying me? Hey! If you think I'm a paid woman you're wrong!" It's a scandal. Difficult here with defensive women too.
"So what do you call wearing that?" I stare up and down here. It covered the chest that had been oozing out earlier.
"When you wear something like this pay right away? Judgmental! Oh, your money is so early! I don't need someone as arrogant and arrogant as you!" After throwing the money in my face.
I left the bar. Sometimes you have to be rude to other people to leave you alone. I have lost my appetite. I will go home to the condominium first and let go of the anger. I got up and went out of the bar but before I could get in the car there was a noise on the other side it looked like the two men were having an affair with a woman.
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