FOR A WHOLE WEEK my life was so chaotic even though Jayda and the child were able to move to the other house because what I see something close to me I get thrown away. This is how the trend is always pointless and without a destination. "WE GIVE BACK." crying I said. "We give back not give up." the woman's voice from the door I ignored it but I continued drinking alcohol. "Jayda! Even bring a beer here!" "How long will you be like that, Zayn?" "Roselle ??" come to my seat before crying. "Why are you crying? Am I dead? Ha?" "Sorry, honey." I was helped to go down to the bathtub even though she did the same. She hugged me tightly from behind while crying. I know she is hurt by the way I see. I was right to kiss but avoid. "Now that you have a conscience?" "Who isn't it that

