Autumn
I paced back and forth in my living room. I couldn't understand or believe what the f**k was going on. I stood in front of Rudy. Someone I had known for most of my life and felt like I was looking at a total stranger. Maybe I was?
"Rudy... Please explain this to me. Make it make sense. Please? You had romantic feelings for Paul? All this time? Why didn't you ever say anything? Did he know?" I asked him. All of this felt way too personal.
"Yes. I did love him. I still do. And yes he knew." He said, not looking at me. Actually he was looking everywhere but at me. I couldn't believe that Paul knew this, and he still remained friends with Rudy. Paul was an old fashioned conservative. He wouldn't even watch a TV show or movie with a gay character... I remembered him screaming at me i
