I didn't sleep.
After the healers took Kane and someone — I don't remember who — led me back to my room, I sat on the edge of my bed and stared at the wall until dawn bled gray through my window. The mark on my neck had stopped glowing, but it hadn't stopped pulsing. Every beat of Kane's heart echoed in my chest like a second metronome.
He was alive. He was stable. I could feel it through the bond — his vitals returning to normal, his wolf retreating, his mind surfacing from the black depths of the frenzy.
I wondered what he would think when he woke up. When he remembered what he'd done. When he felt the bond connecting him to *me*.
I wondered if he'd be horrified.
A stupid, treacherous part of me hoped he wouldn't be. Hoped that the bond meant something — that the Moon Goddess, whoever she was, had seen something in me worth claiming. Hoped that for the first time in my life, I would be wanted instead of tolerated.
Stupid. So incredibly stupid.
When the knock came at my door, I was still wearing the same clothes from the night before. Kane's blood had dried on my collar — dark brown stains that smelled like rust and Alpha. I hadn't washed them off. I didn't know if I was supposed to.
"Nova." Elara's voice, tight and strange. "You've been summoned to the Great Hall."
My heart stopped. Then started again, too fast.
"Why?"
"I don't know. But everyone's there. The whole pack." A pause. "Nova… be careful."
I opened the door. Elara's face was pale, her jaw set in a way I'd never seen before. She looked at the mark on my neck — the fresh silver scar, still tender, still visible — and something flickered in her eyes. Pity. Fear. I couldn't tell which.
"Did you know?" she asked quietly. "That you were his Mate?"
"I'm not," I said. "It was the frenzy. He didn't mean to — "
"The bond doesn't care about meaning." She reached out and touched my arm, just briefly. "Whatever happens in that hall, remember: you survived before him. You'll survive after."
Her words should have comforted me. Instead, they filled me with ice.
I followed her through the corridors I'd walked a thousand times. But they felt different now — narrower, darker, the stone walls pressing in on me from both sides. Wolves I passed in the hallways stopped and stared. Some whispered. Some didn't bother to whisper.
"…marked her…"
"…the hybrid, can you believe it…"
"…must have tricked him somehow…"
I kept my head down. Old habits. Old defenses. But they didn't work anymore. I wasn't invisible now. I was the center of attention — the worst possible kind of attention — and there was nowhere to hide.
The Great Hall was packed.
Every member of the IronClaw Pack was there, arranged in a loose semicircle around the central dais where the Alpha held court. Elders in the front, their faces carved from stone. Warriors along the sides, still battered from last night's battle, their eyes hard and suspicious. Families with children. Servants pressed against the back wall. Everyone.
And at the center, standing on the dais with his arms crossed over his chest, was Kane.
He'd changed. The blood-soaked rags were gone, replaced by dark jeans and a fitted black shirt that stretched across his shoulders. His wounds had been treated — I could see white bandages peeking out at his collar, at his wrists. His hair was damp, pushed back from his face.
And his eyes — those storm-gray eyes that had blazed gold as he'd marked me — were cold.
Not confused. Not conflicted. Not even curious. Just cold.
He didn't look at me when I walked in. He didn't look at anyone. He stared at a fixed point on the far wall, his jaw tight, his entire body radiating the kind of tension that came before a storm.
Darius stood at his side. The Beta caught my eye for a single, brief moment, and his expression was unreadable. But his shoulders were set. His hands were clenched at his sides. Whatever was about to happen, he already knew. And he didn't like it.
"Kneel," someone said. One of the elders. "The Alpha's summons requires deference."
I knelt. The stone floor was cold against my knees, and I hated how natural it felt — how easily my body fell into the posture of submission. I'd spent my whole life kneeling for these people. What was one more time?
Kane finally turned his head. His eyes found mine, and for one electric second, I felt the bond surge between us — a wave of recognition, of connection, of something that felt almost like need.
Then he shut it down.
I felt that too. Felt him slam a door between us, cutting off the bond with a violence that made me gasp. The mark on my neck throbbed in protest, but Kane was Alpha. His will was stronger than the bond. Stronger than me.
"Nova," he said.
His voice was steady. Controlled. The voice of a man who had made a decision and wasn't going to second-guess it.
"Last night, I returned from battle in a state of frenzy. You know what that means. My wolf was in control. My judgment was compromised."
Murmurs rippled through the crowd. I stayed on my knees, my eyes fixed on the floor in front of me.
"During that frenzy, I did something that cannot be undone." Kane's voice didn't waver. "I marked a female. I claimed her as my Mate."
The murmurs grew louder. Someone laughed — a sharp, ugly sound. I recognized Darian's voice.
"But the frenzy," Kane continued, and now his voice hardened, "does not reflect the will of the man. What my wolf did, I did not choose. And a bond formed without choice is not a true bond."
My head came up. I couldn't help it.
He was looking at me now. Really looking. And what I saw in his eyes was worse than coldness. Worse than contempt. It was nothing. Absolute, complete nothing. Like I was a problem to be solved. An error to be corrected.
"Under pack law," Kane said, "an Alpha has the right to reject a Mate bond that was formed without his conscious consent. I am exercising that right."
The words hit me like a physical blow. Reject. He was rejecting me. Not just the bond — *me*. Everything I was. Everything I could have been to him.
"Nova of IronClaw." His voice rang through the silent hall. "I, Kane IronClaw, Alpha of this pack, do formally and publicly reject the Mate Bond between us. You are not my true Mate. What happened last night was a mistake — an accident of battle and blood and the madness of the frenzy. It means nothing."
Nothing.
My father's daughter. Nothing.
My mother's child. Nothing.
A woman who had never asked for this bond, who had never wanted to be marked, who had lain on a cold floor with a stranger's blood on her clothes — nothing.
"Furthermore," Kane continued, and his voice was harder now, sharper, cutting through the rising murmur of the crowd, "to prevent any confusion within the pack, I declare that this bond is null and void. Nova will return to her previous duties. The mark will be treated as a scar — nothing more. Any pack member who treats her as my Mate or grants her status above her station will answer to me personally."
Above her station.
The station of a servant. A hybrid. A thing to be tolerated and ignored.
I was still on my knees. I didn't remember deciding to stay there. My legs had just… stopped working.
The crowd was reacting now — whispers and laughter and a few jeers. Darian's voice rose above the others: "Told you she was nothing!" Someone else said something I couldn't hear, and a wave of cruel laughter rippled through the hall.
I looked at Kane. I don't know what I expected — some flicker of regret, some sign that this was hard for him, some acknowledgment that what he was doing was destroying another person in front of an audience of hundreds.
There was nothing.
Just those cold gray eyes. That hard jaw. That Alpha composure that didn't crack for anyone.
"The rejection is complete," Kane said. "This matter is closed."
He turned his back on me. Literally turned around and walked off the dais, his boots echoing on the stone floor.
And I stayed on my knees, in the middle of the Great Hall, while the entire pack laughed at me.
I don't know how long I stayed there. Long enough for the crowd to thin out. Long enough for the laughter to fade into the background. Long enough for Darian to walk past me and mutter "weak-blood w***e" loud enough for everyone to hear.
Eventually, a hand touched my shoulder. I flinched.
"Come on," Elara said quietly. "Let's get you out of here."
She helped me to my feet. My legs were numb. My face was numb. Everything was numb except the mark on my neck, which was burning hotter than it had when Kane first bit me.
"You knew," I said. My voice didn't sound like my voice. "You knew what he was going to do."
Elara didn't deny it. "I heard rumors. I hoped they weren't true."
We walked through the corridors. Past the kitchen. Past the storehouse. Past the spot where, yesterday, Darian had grabbed my chin and told me I was nothing. He'd been right. He'd been absolutely right.
Back in my room, I sat on my bed. Elara hovered by the door, her expression pinched.
"Do you need anything?" she asked.
I need to not exist. I need to go back in time and not be in the storehouse. I need the Moon Goddess to unmake me and start over.
"No," I said. "I'm fine."
She didn't believe me. But she left.
And I was alone.
I pressed my hand to the mark on my neck. It was still there — the bond was still there, humming faintly beneath the surface, locked behind the wall Kane had built but not broken. Rejection couldn't sever a Mate Bond. Everyone knew that. Rejection could only suppress it, bury it, pretend it didn't exist.
But the bond was still there. Waiting.
I was a rejected Mate. A disgraced hybrid. A woman who had been publicly humiliated by the most powerful wolf in the territory. I had no status, no allies, no future.
And yet.
Beneath the numb, beneath the hurt, beneath the crushing weight of everything that had just happened, I felt something stirring. Something small. Something hard.
You survived before him. You'll survive after.
Elara's words. And she was wrong about one thing — I hadn't just survived before him. I'd been surviving my entire life. Surviving the pack's contempt. Surviving my parents' deaths. Surviving a world that had never wanted me and never would.
This was just one more thing to survive.
I didn't know it then — couldn't have known it — but two weeks later, I would be standing in the pack bathroom, staring at two pink lines on a pregnancy test, and the survival instinct that had kept me alive for twenty-one years would harden into something much, much stronger.
I would find out I was carrying Kane's child.
And I would realize, with terrifying clarity, that if I wanted my baby to live, I had to run.
* * *
I pressed my hand to my stomach — flat now, unchanged, but not for long. "I won't let them take you," I whispered to the life I couldn't yet feel. "I won't let anyone take you." Outside my window, the pack went about its business, already forgetting the hybrid who had been rejected in the Great Hall. They didn't know. They couldn't know. But I knew. And I was already planning my escape.