Selina's POV:
I stared quietly at the wall like a nuisance.
Different thoughts filled my head, as I could feel the numbness of the lower part of my body.
The first time I had s*x with him, I didn't remember it so clear the next day. But now, everything flooded into my memory like water.
I can f*****g remember everything that happened last night. Every f*****g details.
I stood up this early morning only to be traumatized with the memory which flooded into my head like a reminder.
I yelled, pulling my hair, almost yanking it off my scalp.
I can't believe I did this to myself.
He didn't do it willingly, so I asked him to do it. I forced him and called him a coward.
How could I have done this to myself? "Oh Selina." I hit my head, really angry at myself.
I am such a stupid
