Jeongguk sat in the passanger's seat of Taehyung's car, a wad of tissue in his hand getting smushed as he clenched his fist. His looked strained, from head to toe, trying to seem as small as he could. He resembled a bunny, when they're stressed they curl up and their ears hang down. Jeongguk was the human epitome of this right now, especially with his hands covering his eyes.
The light started to disappear as the night began to set in and the street lights began to come on. Sounds of the engine and the wheels against the road were all that was heard. Neither of them thought about striking up a conversation with each other. It was too awkward for the both of them, especially after Jeongguk broke down at Bliss. (P.S. I'm writing this while listening to Jamais Vu)
After the whole break down, Taehyung had held the ravenette almost cradling him and just comforted him, before picking him up and sitting him in his car. Although they weren't together anymore the older still had some type of human decency, but only towards certain people.
Taehyung was tapping his hand on the divider between them, whistling to a song that had just came on the radio. Jeongguk was — well still being Jeongguk. Except he kept glancing at Taehyung's hand. Was it really that bad to want to hold his hand right now, to want some comfort after what had happened 20 minutes ago.
It was tempting, he could say that. Tempting, so tempting that Jeongguk let his hand creep up to the divider and interwine with Taehyung's hands. They were at a red light, and this had shocked the latter. It's been a long time since he had his hand held. The last person to hold his hand was Jeongguk, and now the younger is holding his hand for the first time since they broke up.
Taehyung didn't know whether to reciprocate the hand hold, but he got the message as soon as Jeongguk squeezed his hand. The latter relaxed and let his fingers fold, so him and Jeongguk were fully holding hands. When the light turned green Taehyung pressed down on the gas so the car began moving again and glanced at Jeongguk. The younger wasn't looking at him — but what he didn't know is that the bunny resembling boy was trying to hide his peachy red face.
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Currently they were parked at a gas station, Jeongguk was sitting on the hood of the car and his short riding up to reveal what was beneath them — his thick ass thighs. The latter was in the store grabbing himself a few snacks to give Jeongguk since the ride was so long. He knew that the younger wasn't one to remember to eat so he made sure to get him something.
As Taehyung exited the store the ravenette on the other hand was swinging his legs back and forth, looking down at the pavement. The boy stopped though as soon as Taehyung arrived. He looked at him, examining what Taehyung looked like now.
It was weird to see how handsome Taehyung has gotten over the year, not that he wasn't handsome before. It's the fact that he could get even more handsome was bothering the younger. His shoulders had got broader, his legs seemed longer, his body seemed more fit in a way, even his ass got plumper. Jeongguk couldn't help but stare, when Taehyung turned around to look at him. The older's lips were a raspberry color, and as he talked Jeongguk had the urge to kiss him. To lean in and capture-
"Jeongguk."
To lick and-
"Jeongguk?"
To bite an-
"Jeongguk!"
The boy snapped out of his trance, blinking rapidly while looking at Taehyung who was waving his hand back and forth in front of his face.
"St-Stop I'm f-fine."
"Oh okay I thought you were frozen or some shit."
"Y-Yeah..." Jeongguk did a little fake laugh before scooting forwards to hop off the car but he was stopped by a hand landing on his thigh.
"Where do you think you're going?"
"T-To sit in the car..."
"You don't have to do that Gguk, just sit on the car like old times, yeah?"
"O-Okay." Jeongguk scooted back onto the roof of the car, sitting quietly as he waited for Taehyung to pump the gas.
When he was done, he saw Taehyung look in the bag and take out a bottle of coke and some chips. Jeongguk though was confused when Taehyung stuck his hand out, that contained the coke and chips.
"What?"
"These are for you."
"B-But I didn't ask for you to get me anything."
Taehyung kind of flinched from the response but nonetheless he sucked it up.
"I-I kn-know but I was just tryna be nice, since you always forget to eat." Taehyung was still awkwardly holding the bag of chips out to Jeongguk, while scratching the back of his ear and turning away from the latter.
"O-Oh well um, th-thank you." Jeongguk reached out and grabbed the chips and drink, his hand making slight contact with Taehyung's.
When their skin touched Taehyung jerked his hand back, and walked away with red cheeks to go get in the car. Jeongguk watched confused as he went to the passangers side and got in.
"L-Lets hurry u-up and get you home, yeah?"