But the truth is that was never something I could have held on to. No matter which path I took in life now, playing music might only be something I pulled out at parties to entertain a guest or a way I relaxed on a weekend. I remember. I have never played music for Kaden before. I looked at myself in the mirror and realized I wasn’t bitter about that, not like I thought I’d be. I wish I knew where or how that happened to me, my transformation. Lately my appearance has also changed. Before I only have ears and a long tail. But last night my hair grew a little on my skin and it was white. I was scared. Kaden might discover this someday. I wish there's away to stop this. But how? However I really need some music to relax myself, I'd miss it, but it was just a piece of who I was now, not

