Calling the past week "uncomfortable" is an understatement. Though Maddox seems to have forgotten about what one would call "a moment" at the cliff the other day, I did not. My mind is racing whenever I see him. I'm now oddly aware of his attractiveness and I've discovered a few new talents. Stuttering is one of them. It only happens when I'm around Maddox. No one at the table says anything about it but they all took notice of my new found impediment. Another talent I've unmasked is the ability to avoid people at all costs. I've let Maddox know that I no longer need rides before and after school via text message and I don't speak to him unless I absolutely had to.
All of this awkwardness and discomfort is happening because of one thing: a realization I made on Sunday. Though I promised to
