Malika-e-Sultana

MAHARANI

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Adisha's POV:

The royal guards announced our presence in the royal court. Everyone stood to pay us respect.

"ATTENTION EVERYONE! HIS HIGHNESS KING UDAY PRATAP SINGH RAJPUT ALONG WITH HER HIGHNESS QUEEN ADISHA DEVI ARE GRACING US WITH THEIR PRESENCE IN THE ROYAL COURT!!"

As soon as the announcement finished we entered the court room. It's been 5 years since Uday got crowned to the throne and I also promoted from Yuvrani to Maharani.

He grew into a man with utmost responsibility, a lot of responsibilities and duties grew in us along with the distance between us too. I didn't know how and when it happened but it was never the same. Everyday I waited and hoped for him to come back to me emotionally.

I veiled my face and sat behind the curtains listening to the hearing of the court, advising the King and fulfilling my duties. Uday introduced this rule because he didn't wish anyone to have any insolent thoughts about me.

After the court, we headed towards our room. The silence was deep and huge. I don't know when this happened, when we grew so apart... all those giggles and his drama to make me happy, where it all went..?

But whatever happened now we are only left with silence.

I don't even remember when he last talked to me as a husband and not King. I wonder where my Uday went who was so sensitive about me...

I was sitting on the bed side while he changed into a simple kurta. I looked at him with saddened eyes, the Queen position made me lock my emotions, is it because of that he don't talk to me. Should I give it a chance? Maybe he don't feel loved by me- maybe we are on the same page unaware of each other's emotions...

I moved towards him and hugged him from back emotionally. My actions weren't in my control all I wished was for his love.

But suddenly my heart skipped a beat when he touched my hand back on his chest. I leaned on his back more, almost about to cry because I can see the hopes again. My Uday was still here and we can start again. My hopes reached their peak in a second and also shattered the next second when he said.

"Are you trying for a heir again?"

His words took me by surprise,"What?!"

I asked by reflex.

He turned around looking at me with cold eyes. Those cold eyes gave me shivers of hatred, a feeling of disappointment.

"I-I was just-" but even before I could finish he cut my words saying,"Don't worry I consulted the best Ved ji and Dai maa for you"

He made me sit on the bed,"Don't feel bad about your infertility, you can soon conceive a heir" and flashed me with a smile of sympathy.

I couldn't believe his words. How could he utter such words?! Is our relationship only existing with the aim of a heir?! Is there no love or respect for me?!

All these thoughts were making my mind get blocked but then only one thought struck my mind...

How could he call me infertile?... No ved ever told me this neither he ever got tested....

Anger boiled in my veins and I almost shouted back at him,"What if you are the impotent one?" I said with a blank expression looking right into his eyes.

He was leaving but hearing this he turned around looking at me quite surprised. After a pause he started laughing loudly. Louder and louder as if I cracked some insane joke.

"Why are you laughing?" I asked in a deep voice.

He slowed down while moving his gaze back to me,"I'm a man and the King do you think I can be impotent?" He said while moving closer to me.

I sat there still and with a smirk on my face,"You never got tested though, Your Highness" I said in a mocking tone. Anger was taking over me, there was no time to think about my manners and etiquettes. This man was disrespecting me on a different level hence nothing is left.

He came in closer leaning towards me,"YOU. ARE. INFERTILE." He growled in a calm voice looking directly at me.

Oooo! I'm getting on his male ego huh?

"No, I'm not" I said in a calm winning tone but he got furious by then.

He gripped my cheeks with his one hand aggressively. He was hurting me and that's it, now he is down to violence also?

"Irrespective of the fact of you being infertile, I tried to treat you properly but you mannerless girl..." His grip tightened almost making me squeal in pain,"... didn't your parents teach you anything?"

My eyes were red shot wide. He was bringing my parents in knowing how much of a sensitive topic it is for me. I wanted to shout at him, hit him but I could do nothing. I lost a big part in me, today I lost all hopes on love, I was in love with such a monster till now.

Tears started to well up in my eyes, not because of his physical abuse but because how badly reality struck me.

"You are infertile" He roared in whisper near my ear for the last time and pushed me with a jerk.

He left as if nothing happened, leaving me in tears. I cried and cried in silence, regretting marrying him and missing my parents till all my tears dried up. Finally I stood up covering my face with my veil and walked off his room and life as a wife forever.

Few days passed in making myself stable enough. I didn't attended any court hearing and requested a separate room from Rajmata, my mother in law. I am really thankful to God that atleast she hasn't changed.

All these days he didn't even care to look for me, instead he was busy hunting and enjoying drinking and rangmanch.

Maybe somewhere I wished he would come to me but he didn't, hence it's time to move on too.

A woman will take everything on her, she can wait for ever in the hope of getting loved and the respect she deserves..

But once that hope breaks, she realizes that her self respect is tainted - she closes the door of hope for that person. She gets up and starts a life where there is no place of disrespect anymore. Now that woman changes into a lady kind but not weak, innocent but not naive. Hence now it's my time to rise.

Next day I got dressed up, more regally with kohled eyes and walked to the royal court and took my place. I don't know if anyone got budged by my presence or not but my good for nothing husband indeed got uncomfortable by my new behavior.

Time passed like this, it's been an year we don't talk to each other except royal matters. I don't expect any worse condition than this but 'the mighty King' always proves me wrong.

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Author's Note:

Hellooo loveliesss, hope I'm not boring you ?

And Did you expect Uday to be such a jerk?? Seriously you can't tell when a chameleon changes it's color ?

But are you guys ready for the next update?? What blunder he made again? Keep guessing nd comment down your thoughts

Bubyeeee sweetiess xoxo