Sunny had tried to talk me into talking to her tonight, in fact most of the boys had – Sunny was just the most persistent. But I refused, I had asked Miracle if he could go back and stop Amaira from coming into his life, prevent her ever being kidnapped, every being held hostage, ever having her hand crushed so she couldn't work, would he do it? Miracle understood what I meant but he also tried to plead to me that that was Amaira's choice and he wouldn't change his life for the world. Victor had tried to rile me up by saying if I didn't go for her then he would, but a swift punch to the groin had made him change his mind. I had been unpleasant company this week. I drank as much as I could and buried myself in a different woman every night in the hopes that I would forget her. But I could
