Returning from lunch was group discussion, we had gone back round the circle and the other members pitched in to give advice, words of motivation and share experiences with each other. When it had been my time Carl had been the first to speak up, he had told me to listen to my heart, if I followed it my head would follow eventually. Lorraine had told me that I was young enough and strong enough to find the light at the end of my tunnel, I hadn't let this guy beat me in the seven years that he had made me miserable without even showing his face, I had a lot more than seven years left to live and I shouldn't let him take those away from me. Other group members had told me to hold on to the people I love, to surround myself with people who made me feel loved, if I let myself feel the love fro

