---- Amaryllis ---- It had been so hard leaving Goliath and Kieran like that. It had felt so right waking up snuggled next to them. Raven had whimpered as she wanted to stay with her mate, she was still whimpering. "Raven I can't.... not yet. Please try and understand. That was the girl who I banished for attacking me. She had told me that Kieran and her had a s****l relationship ....," I do my best not to let a tear roll down my face, but fail miserably.... "and he kept the covers which they had not only slept on together but...," and more tears begin to fall. "..they had s*x together and who is to know if they made .." I can't say the rest. It hurts too much to even contemplate that Kieran may feel that way about her. Would he have stopped me if I had chosen the beheading? I

