Clara POV
Roman Sterling had ordered me to rest my brain. He had commanded it with the absolute, unyielding authority of a man who was used to the entire world bowing to his whims.
I managed to follow his orders for exactly two hours.
By noon, the silence of the massive forty-ninth-floor suite was driving me insane. The dull ache in the back of my skull was still there, but it was easily eclipsed by the frantic, restless energy buzzing in my veins.
I paced the length of the living room, looking out the floor-to-ceiling windows at the rain-drenched city. Somewhere down there, men had tried to corner me. They hadn’t wanted my purse. They hadn’t wanted a random victim. They had known my schedule, my location, and my connection to Sterling Enterprises.
Sterling’s pet, the taller man had called me.
I walked back to the three cardboard boxes sitting on the rug. I knelt down, pushed aside my neatly folded sweaters, and pulled out my laptop.
I couldn’t just sit here and wait for Roman’s security team to tell me what to do. Being blind meant being a victim, and I had promised myself a long time ago that I would never be a victim again.
I carried the laptop to the sleek kitchen island, wincing as I lifted the lid. The bright glare of the screen sent a sharp spike of pain through my temples, so I quickly turned the brightness all the way down. I connected to the secure Sterling executive network, my fingers flying across the keyboard.
If those men knew I was a consultant for Sterling, there had to be a paper trail. My contract, my background check, and my personal details were all housed in the company’s human resources database.
I bypassed the standard employee portal and used my auditor credentials to slip into the back end of the server. I didn’t care that I was technically violating my contract by digging into HR files. I needed to know who was looking at me.
I ran a query on my own name: Hayes, Clara.
The server pulled up my digital file. It contained everything—my address, my banking info, and the schedule I had submitted to Alex Volkov outlining my intended work hours. I pulled up the access logs for the file, filtering for the last seventy-two hours.
There were only four legitimate pings. Roman, Alex, Emanuel, and the automated payroll system.
But there was a fifth ping.
It was buried deep in the cache, masked under a series of generic system-administrator tags. Someone had accessed my file on Friday afternoon, just hours before I went to The Neon Crow. They had downloaded my itinerary and my home address.
A cold sweat broke out on the back of my neck. I leaned closer to the screen, my headache completely forgotten. I wrote a quick script to strip away the admin tags and trace the internal IP address of the terminal that had authorized the download.
The script ran, lines of green code scrolling rapidly across the dark screen. Ten seconds later, it hit a firewall.
Access Denied. Executive Clearance Level 4 Required.
I gritted my teeth. Level 4 was the highest tier in the building. Whoever had sold me out to those men in the alley wasn’t some low-level IT worker. It was someone sitting on the executive floors. Someone in Roman’s inner circle.
I cracked my knuckles, my stubbornness flaring hot and bright. Watch me, I thought, opening a backdoor coding sequence I had built during my last corporate audit. If I couldn’t go through the front door, I was going to break a window.
I was just hitting Execute when the heavy lock on the front door of the suite beeped. It didn’t just unlock; the heavy mahogany door was shoved open with such brutal, concussive force that it slammed against the interior wall with a deafening CRACK.
The sound ripped through the quiet room like a gunshot.
Before I could even process what was happening, my body took over. That violent, explosive sound wasn’t a corporate door opening—it was John Hayes coming home drunk. It was the sound of a fist hitting drywall. It was the preamble to pain.
A strangled gasp tore from my throat. I shoved backward, my stool tipping over and crashing to the hardwood floor as my legs scrambled for traction. I threw myself to the ground, my knees scraping against the floorboards as I dove behind the marble kitchen island.
My breath came in harsh, jagged hyperventilations. My hands were shaking so violently I could barely feel my fingers as I tore open my tote bag on the floor. I grabbed the cold metal canister of pepper spray Emanuel had given me, ripping the safety tab off with my thumb.
I pulled my knees to my chest, making myself as small as possible, backing into the farthest corner beneath the island. I raised the canister, aiming it at the edge of the marble, my heart hammering a frantic, terrifying rhythm against my ribs. I couldn’t see who had broken in. I just knew they were huge, they were fast, and they had shattered my only safe space.
Please, I prayed, my vision swimming as panic threatened to pull me entirely under. Please don’t let them find me.
Roman POV
“I’m telling you, Roman, someone is ripping through the firewalls,” Alex said, his fingers flying across the glowing keyboard of his secure tablet.
We were standing in my penthouse study, the digital map of our downtown territory completely ignored on the main screens. Alex had locked down the HR database the moment I ordered it, intending to slowly audit the employee logs to find our mole. But the mole, it seemed, was already active.
“They’re not just looking,” Alex muttered, his brow furrowed in deep concentration. The glow from the tablet cast long, harsh shadows across his face. A single bead of sweat traced the line of his jaw. “They are actively running brute-force scripts to strip the masks off the internal IP addresses. Whoever this is, they’re incredibly fast. They just bypassed the secondary encryptions in under three minutes.”
Shadow paced aggressively in the cage of my mind, a low, vibrating growl of territorial fury echoing in my head. Our pack was under attack, and the enemy was sitting right inside our stronghold, using our own networks against us.
“Trace the origin ping,” I commanded. I leaned over Alex’s shoulder, my hands gripping the back of his leather chair so tightly the heavy material creaked in protest under my knuckles. “Find out exactly which terminal in this building they are operating from. When I get my hands on them—”
“Got it,” Alex interrupted, hitting a final keystroke. The screen flashed, pulling up a 3D schematic of the glass tower. A single red dot pulsed rhythmically near the top of the building.
Alex stared at the dot, his jaw dropping. He slowly looked up at me.
“Roman,” he said, his voice entirely devoid of color. “The ping isn’t coming from the lower levels. It’s coming from the forty-ninth floor.”
The forty-ninth floor.
The suite.
For a fraction of a second, pure, unadulterated panic seized my lungs. The oxygen vanished from the room. The mole was in the suite. They had gotten past Emanuel’s security perimeter. They had bypassed the locks. They were in the room with Clara.
I didn’t say a word. I didn’t breathe. I turned on my heel and bolted from the study.
I didn’t bother waiting for the private elevator. The doors were too slow, the descent too agonizingly mechanical. I threw open the stairwell door, the heavy metal slamming against the concrete wall, and took the flight of stairs down to the forty-ninth floor in three massive, gravity-defying leaps.
My vision narrowed to a terrifying tunnel of hyper-focus. The world around me blurred into a rush of grey concrete and steel handrails. Shadow was roaring in my mind, a deafening cacophony of bloodlust and sheer, blind terror.
Mate is trapped! Mate is in danger! Kill the threat! Tear them apart!
I hit the forty-ninth-floor landing so hard my heavy boots actually cracked the concrete beneath my feet. I didn’t care. I swiped my black keycard against the reader of her suite door, not even waiting for the green light to fully register before I shoved the heavy mahogany door open.
I hit it with enough feral, unchecked strength to rattle the iron hinges. The thick wood slammed against the interior drywall with a deafening, concussive crack that echoed down the hallway like a gunshot.
“Clara!” I barked, stepping into the massive living space. My muscles were tightly coiled, my claws pressing painfully against the pads of my fingers. I was ready to tear the intruder to pieces. I was ready to paint the walls with the blood of whoever had dared to corner my mate in her sanctuary.
I scanned the room in a fraction of a second.
The living area was completely empty. The massive, floor-to-ceiling windows overlooking the city were perfectly intact. There was no scent of a rogue, no smell of an unfamiliar human, no trace of ozone or gunpowder or a broken lock.
But the air in the room was absolutely saturated with terror.
It hit my heightened senses like a physical blow to the chest, making me stagger to a halt. The usual sweet, intoxicating scent of vanilla and orange that always clung to her was entirely gone. It had been swallowed whole by the sharp, sour, metallic stench of blind, suffocating panic. It was a smell so raw, so deeply visceral, that it made my own stomach turn.
“Clara?” I called again, my voice dropping an octave as I frantically searched the cavernous space.
My eyes landed on the kitchen. One of the high wooden stools had been violently overturned, laying on its side on the hardwood floor.
I moved silently, closing the distance in two long strides, rounding the edge of the marble island.
What I saw stopped my heart dead in my chest.
Clara was backed into the farthest corner beneath the counter, pressing herself so hard against the wooden cabinets it looked like she was trying to merge with them. Her knees were pulled tightly to her chest, her soft grey sweatpants and oversized college hoodie swallowing her small, fragile frame.
Her hands were extended in front of her, shaking so violently that the metal canister of pepper spray she was holding rattled audibly in her grip.
But it was her eyes that shattered me.
They were wide, blown out, and entirely unseeing. She wasn’t looking at me. She was looking right through me, trapped in some horrific, invisible nightmare that was playing out in her mind. Her chest was heaving with rapid, shallow gasps, tearing oxygen into her lungs as if she were drowning at the bottom of the ocean.
Shadow let out a pathetic, miserable whine in my head. The sound was so full of pain it made my own throat ache.
We did this, my wolf realized, his ears flattening back. The blinding bloodlust evaporated instantly, replaced by a crushing, suffocating wave of guilt. We broke the door. We scared the mate.
She hadn’t been attacked by the mole. The mole wasn’t here.
I was the monster that had caused this.
The way I had violently breached the room, the deafening sound of the heavy door hitting the wall, the aggressive, barking pitch of my voice—it had triggered a trauma response so severe it had entirely overridden her brilliant, rational mind.
I had seen soldiers react this way after months of sustained artillery fire in active war zones. Whatever this fragile, brilliant woman had survived before she walked into my building, whatever hell her father had put her through behind closed doors, it had left scars so deep they dictated her entire nervous system.
I had to fix this. But I knew with absolute certainty that if I took a step closer, if I let even a fraction of my Alpha dominance bleed into the air, she would shatter into a million pieces.
I forced my rigid muscles to relax, forcibly leashing the terrifying power of my inner beast. I swallowed down the urge to scoop her up and hold her, knowing my massive size would only terrify her more.
Moving with agonizing slowness, I lowered myself down, dropping to one knee a safe, non-threatening distance away from the edge of the marble counter. I kept my hands entirely visible, resting them gently on my own thighs, palms open and empty to show I wasn’t going to strike her.
“Clara,” I said.
I pitched my voice as soft and low as I possibly could. It was a tone I had never used before in my entire life—not with my pack, not with my enemies, not with anyone. It was a slow, steady, soothing rumble meant to ground her, to pull her back from the edge of the terrifying cliff she was hanging over.
She flinched violently at the sound of her name. The pepper spray canister shook wildly in her grip as she aimed it directly at my face, her knuckles turning white.
“Don’t,” she choked out. Her voice was a ragged, breathless whisper, completely stripped of her usual confident armor. “Don’t come near me.”
“I’m not moving,” I promised, staying perfectly still. I didn’t look at the weapon. I didn’t care about the weapon. I looked directly into her terrified, glassy eyes. “It’s Roman, Clara. You’re in the suite. You’re on the forty-ninth floor. It’s just me.”
She blinked, a single tear slipping free from her lashes and tracking through the pale dust on her cheek. Her breathing hitched, stuttering painfully in her chest as she stared at me.
I didn’t move a muscle. I just let her look at me. I let her process the shape of my face, the stillness of my hands, the distance between us.
I could see the exact moment the glassy, unseeing terror in her eyes began to fracture, finally giving way to the present reality.
She took a shaky, shuddering breath, her gaze darting frantically to the overturned stool, to the open door in the distance, and then back to my face.
“Roman?” she whispered, her voice wavering, sounding so incredibly small.
“I’m right here,” I murmured, keeping my posture entirely submissive. I didn’t dare reach for her, even though every instinct I possessed was screaming at me to comfort her. “I’m sorry I slammed the door. I thought you were in danger. You’re safe, Clara. No one is going to hurt you here.”
She stared at me for a long, agonizing moment. Slowly, the sharp, sour scent of her panic began to recede from the air, leaving behind the faint, comforting trace of vanilla. The violent trembling in her hands didn’t stop completely, but it slowed to a manageable shiver.
Slowly, carefully, her fingers loosened their death grip on the canister. She lowered the pepper spray, letting her hands rest limply on her knees. She leaned the back of her head against the wooden cabinets, closing her eyes as a long, shuddering exhale left her pale lips.
“You scared the life out of me,” she whispered, her voice thick with pure, unadulterated exhaustion.
“I know. I’m sorry,” I said, meaning the words more than I had ever meant anything in my entire life.
I allowed myself to shift slightly, easing out of the crouch to sit fully on the hardwood floor. I crossed my legs, placing myself entirely on her level so I wasn’t towering over her, waiting patiently in the quiet room until she was ready to open her eyes again.