For the last two weeks, I have been at the doctors and work. I still haven't spoken to Aria and I do not want to but I know I have to. Seeing Nicholas has been a lot easier since my blow out on him. He doesn't talk as much and no personal matters are spoken of, he has been entirely professional. I have been very occupied. Dealing with Juan over the phone. He is such a hypocrite.
I have my plan and I believe I will execute sooner than later. But I have the actual date with Nicholas tonight. I wish he wouldn't do anything nice. He texted me earlier to set the time and what to wear. He said very casually and I do not know what that means so I asked Juanita to get me a set of casual clothes and shoes whatever that means.
Sitting in my office right now I have no work in front of me and it is
