Figuring out what to wear for a social outing with someone who doesn't want to make a deal with me is very stressful. I have a lot of self- confidence in terms of how I look and I know everything I wear I will look beautiful in, but tonight I am so stressed he is not going like what I wear. Or maybe it will not be casual enough. I mean give me a business meeting and I dress to impress or fight some douche who tried to take advantage of a petite girl on the street I can handle, but casual isn't really my style. I mean I can be casual but casual for a date is something I know almost nothing about.
Why do I even care? I mean this is just a way to say thank you to him for taking care of me back in Spain when I needed someone. Even though I could handle myself.
After about thirty minutes of s
