Falls Among The Stars

The Changes I Made

4 months later........

Anaphera

I've changed, I changed. Now, I really don't look like her and I could say it by a single self look. Now, there's no long enchanting silky blue hair, which I cut down, letting it to fall just below my shoulder and replacing the colour into brown ombre and now, there's no need of exchanging my eye color over again and again by showing my true emrald green eyes and nor a face mask needed.

happy. just happy but not actually.

The way me and my life changed was unexpected. I really wanted to follow my goals of life but I'm helpless and I don't think there's no use for a dying person to hold some goals.

No. come back from the past. i***t.

'I really don't want to peep again and again into my past life because it gains nothing but a heart break'. Anyway leave from the past and concentrate on your present, first brush your hair. it's a mess ana. My head screamed.

Without even more thoughts I pulled out the comb and brushed my hair backward, then sideways and finally, I let all the hair rest just below my shoulder, where it actually reaches.

After clearing out the stuffs, I took a last glance at the mirror before me.

"I don't think, anybody even gonna guess that was you" I said looking at the mirror where I'm reflected purely without any sign of my old version.

I was near from getting out of my room when I heard out a voice calling for me and yea that non then my mom, who's probably tired of waiting for me so long.

"I'm on the way" I yelled back. I'm the one who is tired not them, can't they wait for a bit too long. huh.

Fine! don't blame me now.

As lazy as I was, I pulled myself together before finding my way to the hallway, where mom and dad waiting for me, impatiently.

when I reached for them, I found them sitting on the couch discussing something, very seriously and Not to mention I'm someone who'll always find a spot in the centre of attention.

"here you are, ready to go" dad ask with a mixture of pain clouding his face but I know he never really shown his emotions infront of me but no, dad no, you don't always need to hide the pain and sadness that taking place inside of you.

"I'm okay. I really want myself to achieve and I'm sure this is for my good future" I assured, giving dad a small squeeze in his hands.

"The only reason you find to let us down for your needs" mom frowned and I know what she meant. Well. but there's a reson for everything behind and I know what's behind of me.

"calm down mom, take a breathe" I joked, somehow I know that's never a joke, but I'm sure when the next time she saw my lifeless body, she would really remember what I said now. calm down mom, take a breathe.

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I'm so weak to carry this stuffs all alone.

"dad, help me, it's so heavy" I complained while trying to take out my luggages and ya, The next question is where I'm upto??

Now, I'm Anaphera Albers, who is leaving her family and home to hide herself and to hide the thing that killing her from inside and the only way I find out of this was The silver academy, the most prestigious boarding school of Netherlands, where most pupils of each province's wish to get a spot and spend their high school. Therefore, I decided to spend my high schooling in The silver academy, hopefully.

"Ana, now a days, I swear you are too weak" dad complained, helping me to put the luggages on the car.

"I'm, always strong, Anyway thanks for the help dad" I said giving him a kiss on the cheek and he kissed me back on the cheek.

"I'm gonna miss you" dad confessed heartfully.

"I'm gonna miss you too, dad" I said, the sudden the tears making my vision glassy, they are so annoying.

"finished, dad and daughter love for each other. so that I can get myself into the car" mom said giving as a questioning look.

"jealous" I mumbled before climbing inside the car.

"had I heard someone saying the word 'jealous' " mom questioned me with a smirk.

"maybe yes, maybe no" I said before snapping my head to the window side.

after my confession I heard her lite voice chuckling, which I rapidly ignored.

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There is almost 1 hour travelling from noord Brabant to Limburg, I mean from my home town to The silver academy and the meantime is extremely tedious although Effie is there to entertain, she is texting some random question again and again and yeah, who is Effie??

The one and only stupid girl ever, know as my best friend since sixth grade but that stupid girl is more like a sister to me and my bestest buddy.

Ever since I leave from Amsterdam, I sometimes go mad without her and her craziness and it's almost 4 months sice I last saw her and this is the very first time I'm being apart from her after our crazy bond.

Beep!Beep! The phone in my hand vibrated, showing an another text from pickle. yeah, pickle is what I save her contact name in my phone.

pickle : Are you still riding??

yeah I'm, still traveling.

pickle : Are you feeling well??

Nope, I'm feeling exhausted already.

I texted back, yeah, I'm feeling exhausted and something feel wrong inside my mouth, I can sense the bitter taste on my tongue better to say I've a urge to throw up and before things go worst, I should step out of the car.

"Dad, can you stop for a minute" I excused and at the right moment he stops the car, I pulled myself out when the scraps of the food crawled upto my throat.

I groaned hard before the scraps pour out of my mouth continuosly, tears Dwelled up in my eyes making my vision blurry and without my notice my fingers starts trembling and for a couple of seconds I stop throwing up and that made me take a deep breath thinking I'm done but the more I thought, the more I fetch up, slowly my whole body starts trembling and I wonder when I'm gonna land on the ground.

"Ana" mom sprint towards me, when my legs started losing its balance.

she help me to stand of my feet and then patted my back soothingly, taking the pain away.

"honey, take this water" dad said, handing me a bottle of water.

without even more thoughts, I pour the water into my mouth before spilling it out and then I washed my face.

"Thanks dad, thanks mom" I thanked before trying to pull myself towards the car.

when I open the doorknob and sit quiet, nothing felt right. nothing.

"Are you feeling okay" mom ask concern written all over her face.

"I'm okay mom, it's been long since I had a trip, so I felt sick but now, I'm feeling free after throwing up" I said or lied. Anyway the car starts and the journey continues to The silver academy.

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hey ya,

what do you think Ana is trying to hide???

with alot of love

Riya❤️