Monstrous

15

Nile Cale

Autumn wasn't even phased by the trash I lived in, she kissed me like nothing has changed, if anything I felt something more. In a session of light fondling, Autumn and I moved to the bed. With her thighs cradling my waist, her dress was completely hiked up giving me the view of the royal blue lace panties she wore, the ones my hands were in moments earlier. I traced my fingers along her thigh over the jagged scars I had come to love so much. Our lips were entangled in a wet passionate kiss, we didn't even let each other catch our breath. I would be lying if I said I wasn't thinking about Autumn all day, before our feelings were confirmed I'd always catch myself looking at her in ways I shouldn't, but now she was here, in my bed, eagerly trying to take my sweatshirt off. Autumn didn't flinch at my touch anymore, if anything she craved it even more. My hands roamed up her body appreciating every inch before reaching her shoulders and pushing down her cardigan off her shoulders and down her arms.

"It's cold.." She heavily painted against my lips breaking our kiss for the first time in a while. I was so distracted I didn't feel the goosebumps on her arms. The temperature of the room didn't bother me much because I was always used to it. Never did I ever have a girl in here before. Autumn tried easing her cardigan up her arms but I stopped her.

"Let's just get underneath the covers.." Completely I took off Autumn's cardigan and tossed it onto the floor. She nodded and also found her way off my lap and back onto the floor barefooted. I watched as her dress fall down and conceal her panties once more, I pushed back the duvet on my bed and slithered underneath it, during that small time, Autumn had gotten her phone out from her bag, it felt rude of me to watch impatiently so I stared up at the ceiling waiting for her.

"Sorry, I was just checking a few things-" I didn't care for her reasoning, I just wanted her beside me. She crawled into bed beside me and settled underneath the covers. Autumn snuggled in close to me, I turned towards her and wrapped my arms around her.

"I don't want this to end" I said with a smirk, Autumn's body warmed up mines and her lips placed small kisses on my neck. I shuddered at the feeling and closed my eyes.

"I texted my mom that I was staying the night at Roxy's.." Autumn mumbled against my skin, in between kisses. I pulled away from Autumn just a few centimeters to get a good look at her, reluctantly she pulled away from my neck.

"What time should I drop you off?" I asked with my eyebrows raised, I already knew where this was going but I wanted to hear it from her mouth.

"Well I obviously meant that I wanted to stay here with you.." Autumn's lips curved a sly smirk, she shifted her body on top of mine. I was trying to be on my best behavior with Autumn, which meant refraining excessive s****l activity. I wanted things to be different with her, I wasn't going to let us get ruined by my old ways.

"I hate that you're lying to your mother, let me just drop you at Roxy's, better yet at home.." I groaned shifting underneath Autumn, I was trying to control my hard-on but with Autumn sitting right on top of it, I was losing miserably.

"Suddenly you're against lying? When did you become such a saint.." She joked looking down at me, my mouth opened but I couldn't even give her a straight answer, my thoughts began to blur of all the things I wanted to do to Autumn. My hands roamed up her thighs and well underneath her dress to grip her waist.

"I'm trying to be better for you" I whispered, I really was desperate to make things work with her. But it was hard watching Autumn lift her dress up completely over her head and discarding it onto the floor. Her perfectly groomed bun broke apart causing her hair to fall onto her shoulders, immediately I sat up and pressed a quick kiss to her lips.

"Let's go to sleep!" I started quickly before I changed my mind. Autumn laughed dryly as she combed her fingers through her hair. My fingers traced her navy blue lace bralette. My mind was made up and my body drifted away from my internal intentions.

"I thought we were...did I read things wrong? I'm sorry.." Autumn mumbled looking away from me, she looked at the floor searching for her clothing.

"No! You didn't. I just- this is hard.." I couldn't even try to explain it to her" Autumn focused her attention on me once again with a defeated expression. I didn't want her thinking that I was rejecting her, it was more of me holding off.

"I don't want our relationship to only be about s*x" Unfortunately my words seemed to have irritated Autumn, she slipped off my lap, and onto the bed pulling the covers over her body.

"Nile you just fingered me, but when I am slightly in the mood suddenly it's too much? Am I doing something wrong??" She pressed, I ran my fingers through my hair frustrated with her but also myself, was I sending mixed signals.

"Okay. Autumn, do you want to have s*x?" I asked, looking at her, Autumn looked away from me and stayed silent. She looked almost fed up with me and the conversation. She laid down facing away from me.

"Let's just go to sleep" She whispered, I laid back down not wanting us to end this day like this. Another f*****g argument. I looked at her knowing she wasn't sleeping. I sighed deeply before inching close, bringing my body close to hers.

"I don't want to make the same mistake of only being with a girl because I'm sexually attracted to her" I kissed the back of her shoulder, waiting for her to budge. When she remained silent I buried my face in the crook of her neck.

"Had I known I got into a relationship with a nymphomaniac-" I smiled against her skin hoping to get a rise out of her, my smile widened when she groaned and she nudged me away.

"Oh my gosh! You're the one to talk!" She spat sitting up in bed clearly frustrated. I sighed deeply and shook my head, turning away from her.

"If you just want me for s*x, that's all you had to say, I have feelings you know? I'm not just a piece of meat-" My sarcastic tone drove Autumn absolutely insane, she let out a laugh before grabbing onto my shoulder and forcing me to look at her.

"You have no right to be this full of yourself. It's sickening and-..." She started but Autumn quickly lost a grip of her words, she scoffed, shaking her head.

"Why do you get to be sexually confident but I can't?!" She screamed, I feared she had taken me a little too seriously, yelling back wouldn't do this situation any good. I kept a level head and slid out of bed.

"Relax, I never said anything about you not being allowed to be sexually confident. After everything you've been through, I want to make sure that this is what you want, and that you don't feel like you have to push yourself to do things with me. Okay??" I explained, Autumn opened her mouth to furiously rebuttal but she crossed her arms and looked away from me. f**k, she was stubborn.

"I have some ice cream down in the freezer, let's get you cooled down, yeah?" I joked, Autumn glared up at me, I couldn't get over how cute she was when she was mad.

Autumn Marie Tyler

Was I doing too much? Was I going to fast in terms of s*x? This was the first time I felt this confident about being s****l with someone, but he shut me down. Even after all of my frustrations, Nile kept his calm with me, even though I didn't want to feed his ego and admit that he was only trying to protect me and make sure I was truly comfortable. We were in his dimly lit kitchen eating straight from a vanilla ice cream carton. I was sitting on the kitchen counter wearing Nile's football sweatshirt, and he was just standing taking a bit of ice cream, vanilla was my favorite flavor but not his. I held my spoon in my mouth just carefully eyeing his body, his muscles, his tattoos, the scars and blemishes on his skin. Knowing that they were all mine, knowing that I beat out every girl that was gunning for Nile gave me a sense of security and confidence. It drove me crazy.

"In the halls at school, I have to hear how you had s*x some girl in a hot tub, s*x during a halftime show at a football game, I walked in on you having s*x with Stella on a bathroom counter. All those wild s*x stories, I feel like I have to compete with all of that" I took the spoon out of my mouth and stuck it into the ice cream digging out another scoop of vanilla deliciousness. Nile licked his lips clean of the ice cream before looking up at me.

"Autumn, if any of those girls meant anything to me do you think you would be here? All of those stories is just me having emotionless s*x. All those girls aren't worth what I have with you.." Nile got flustered and looked away from me, I couldn't help but smile widely with a spoonful of ice cream in my mouth. I didn't say anything, I couldn't do anything but stare him down while my heart sped up a thousand miles.

At last I got a grip on my emotions and pulled the spoon out of my mouth and swallowed the remaining bits of ice cream in my mouth. I tossed the spoon into the carton, no longer interested in eating ice cream.

"I'm sorry for being so bratty.." I said looking back at my behavior and not liking it one bit, Nile smiled briefly at me before looking back down at the ice cream. The last thing I wanted was to give Nile a hard time or push him away.

"Hey.." I spoke softly wanting to get his attention, Nile had just popped a clump of ice cream into his mouth. Nile looked at me completely clueless . I grabbed his forearm, pulled him away from the ice cream, and placed him in between my legs. Eager to feel him, my hands wondered up his chest and onto his shoulders, where I pulled him into a kiss. I tasted the cold vanilla on his lips, it sent a shiver up my spine. For a while we just kept each other in a close proximity with our foreheads pressing tightly against each other, warm breaths tracing each other's lips. His hands skipped over my thighs, caressing my old scars. My fingertips traced along his tattoos, taking a mental note of how it felt to touch his skin. Nile pressed a kiss onto my lips, this time he was more reluctant to pull away. Although I hated when other girls spoke about Nile, I could now understand why they would rave about him. The way he kissed you, the way he touched you, when he whispered all kinds of things into your ear, all of it was intricately planned so you would remember every single moment you spent with him.

I became impulsive and reckless with him, but in the best way. Taking off his sweatshirt and tossing it onto the tiled kitchen floor, watching him eagerly pull down his sweatpants before attacking my lips once more with a heated passion.

"I'm not f*****g you on my kitchen counter.." He growled against my lips breaking our kiss. My face reddened, I could almost laugh at his vulgar language. We were both panting heavily, I smirked widely and wrapped my arms around his neck.

"And why is that?" I was extremely curious about what his answer would be. Nile looked down at me and clenched his jaw refusing to let out an answer. Instead he gripped the back of my thighs lifting me up off the counter.

"Because it's unsanitary, and I want to be a gentleman.." Nile responded with a straight face. I held back a laugh, he was being ridiculous. I bit onto my bottom lip trying to contain my giggles.

"Oh yes of course" I nodded my head vigorously fighting off a laugh. Nile carried me over to the living room, where he sat down onto the couch. He kept a firm grip on my waist while I sat in his lap. Nile almost looked clueless on what to do next. He just stared at me waiting to make a sudden move. The laughter I tried so hard to contain released, this was all pleasantly weird. I placed small kisses on his face, before trailing my lips against his jawline, my teeth nipped gently onto the skin of his neck causing him to let out small moans. From there I stopped second guessing myself and Nile didn't hold me back from doing what I wanted to him.