I threw her phone on the table before I had picked her up carrying her to bed. It took everything in me to not get in my car and kill that bastard. I then took a shower before I got into bed watching her sleep which made my heart skip a beat. She was my distraction from the world and from my life the one thing that I needed the most. The moment I saw her and that text from John I had finally realized what Antonio meant, but I was not ready to make this move, not yet anyway! I drifted off to sleep, but not for long since I had one heck of a nightmare. I could not sleep any longer so I got up and headed down to the gym so that I can get rid of this anger that was now on the surface scratching to be released. I could still remember what the dream was all about, yet it felt so real as if it ha
