I looked at the body of a man that was once a trusted employee, yet now he was just a breathless waste of time. "Get him out of here and no f*****g treatment!" I said before I walked out of the room just to clean my hands so that I can get my jacket on and leave this f*****g place. After I got into my car I decided to rather sleep at a hotel tonight and then go back home since I could not risk Nicole seeing me like this. I picked up the phone and phoned one of my hotel managers to inform them that I will be spending the night there. Without any hassles, I got to my room and was finally left in silence. Everything stood still for a while before my mind started to run haywire on me. My father's words kept coming back to me over and over then Nicole's words will come to the surface. I took

