I hesitated for a moment, unsure how to reply. Should I tell him? Should I tell him about my nightmares? Then again, if I did, he might try to stop me and take responsibility for all the damage he caused yesterday. I don't think he could ever bear to face the consequences of what he'd done.
But then I remembered that it would just make me look weak in front of Luke, and that Luke definitely didn't deserve that. If Luke could forgive us, so could Calum. Maybe I should give him another chance after all.
"Actually, yes," I murmured quietly.
Calum raised an eyebrow at me, clearly surprised. "Yes?"
"I guess I shouldn't keep things from you anymore," I said hesitantly. "I just feel so embarrassed. Like I've betrayed you. And you were the first person I wanted to confide in."
"Why?" Calum in
