Alice's POV
I sat alone in my bedroom, mind racing with memories of the traumatic event that had left me with PTSD. It had been days since it had happened, but the flashbacks and panic attacks still haunted me every day.
I tried to distract myself with books, but the slightest trigger would send me spiraling into a full-blown panic attack. I tried taking a nap but that wouldn't work, food felt stale in my mouth, it felt like I was losing my grip on reality.
I knew I needed help, but I was too scared to leave my comfort zone and tell Ethan about everything that had happened when he was away. The thought of being around the Alpha and even that gamma of his was terrifying, it l made me feel like I was suffocating, like I was trapped in my own mind and body. Finally, I mustered the courag
