I stayed in the hospital for two days. Alexander never showed up. On the first day, he sent me a message. Alexander: The doctor said Selena just had a stress reaction and is stable now. How are you? I didn't reply. On the second day, Mark called to ask if he should bring me the bag I'd left at the company. I said no. On the third day, I was discharged and went back to the apartment we'd lived in for five years. I didn't take much with me. Clothes, jewelry, wedding photos, most of them were left behind. I only took the few paintings I'd bought before marriage, a box of books, and that pair of white baby socks I'd never given away. Finally, I placed my wedding ring on the dining table. Resting beside it was a hospital medical summary. I hadn't left it there on purpose. I just sudden

