Why do they hate me?
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- Clair's POV -
After I told them about my past, I felt like it was time for me to go to bed even though it was only late afternoon. They guys did knock on my door, to ask me if I wanted some dinner, but I'm not used to eating that much, so I'm almost never hungry. I decided a while after that to hop in the shower so I could change into a fresh pair of clothes. It was 11:02 p.m when I was done, therefore I went to bed. I fell asleep quickly.
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I was in my old house with my father. He was chasing me and I was unable to outrun him. It was as if he was suddenly faster than he had ever been before. He caught up to me fast, grabbed me by my arm and slapped me across my face. He grabbed my hair and dragged me while I was desperately screaming and beggging him for mercy, but that was all in vain.
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I felt someone shake me really hard. What is going on?
"Clair, wake up you are having a nightmare!" I swore that I could recognize that voice from somewhere and it snapped awake from my dream. I was sweating and breathing heavily.
"Clair, are you okay?" It was Daniel who was speaking to me. I looked around my room, and saw all the boys were standing in the hallway, all loking tired and disgrumbled. I must have screamed so loud I woke them up.
"Uh, yeah, where's Simon?" I asked him. I was still a bit out of it.
"He's in Europe." Excuse me?
"Europe? what do you mean?"
"What's wrong? Did he not tell you?" Disbelief was clear on his face.
"No, he wasn't supposed to leave me with you guys, and you are guys are probably gonna beat the crap out if me or even worse." Holy lord, why was my mouth just running along as if it was no ones' business.
"Clair, we are not going to hurt you! Who the hell do you take us for?"
"That's what they all say." I mumbled a bit lower, hoping he wouldn't hear, "but I'm okay so, uh, you guys can just go back to whatever you were doing."
Before they left, Daniel gave me a hug. I actually do trust him, and I can't believe I actually said that they were going to beat me. If they truly weren't planning to hurt me, they were definitely going to do it now.
It was 4 o'clock in the morning, and I couldn't sleep. I decided to just get up and get dressed. I put on some skinny ripped jeans, a tank top and put on some make up. Just a little eyeliner, mascara, foundation and a pink lipstick. It was really generous of Simon, to buy me all that clothes and make up. I went downstairs. I would have gone for a walk, but the paparazzi was still there. Unbelievable.
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It was currently 7 a.m, and all the boys started to come down one by one. They all said their good mornings, and went into the kitchen to make breakfast.
"How long have you been down here?" Brad asked.
"Just a few hours" I answered him nonchalantly.
"Why?"
"I couldn't sleep, and I would have gone for a walk, but the paparazzi are still here."
"Unbelievable. So, uh, the boys from my band and I are leaving, and so are One direction. You are staying with 5sos and the Janoskians, you okay with that?"
"Sure."
One direction and the vamps left, and I was still sitting on the couch.
"Do you want anything to eat?" Luke (5sos) asked.
"No thanks, I'm not hungry" I answered, hoping to avoid this conversation for as long as possible.
"You have to eat sooner or later." Michael said.
"Yeah I'm just not used to eating that much, we didn't get a lot of food in the orphanage."
"Don't tell Niall that, I think he would pass out. Anyways, we're all going to the beach and around town today, you wanna come with us?"
"Yeah, sure."
They were all getting ready and we were just about to leave, when Daniel came over to me.
"The papz are still out there so don't let go of me and Luke (5sos), we're gonna lead you to the car. Don't answer their questions or listen to what they say." Daniel explained to me, looking at me until I nodded in understanding.
Luke and Daniel each grabbed one of my hands and we walked out the door. I kept my head down. There were so many flashes and I couldn't see anything, but I didn't let go of their hands. Again the papz called me the most awful things.
"How are you doing, w***e?", "So you are sleeping with Luke and Daniel?"
Before I knew it, I actually started crying. We got in the car and started driving. There were cars following us. I pulled my knees to my chest, and buried my face into them.
"Are you okay, Clair?" Luke asked, he rested a comforting hand on my upper back.
"Yeah, yeah I'm sorry. I'm just being ridiculous." I frantically tried to wipe away the stray tears.
"Don't apologize, it happens to us all the time."
Luke leaned in and gave me a hug. When we arrived to the beach, there were fans everywhere. They were pretty angry about me being there with the boys because of all the rumors. Someone grabbed my hair and I whimpered. Daniel, Jai, James, Luke and beau ran over and pulled the atacker and I apart. We got back in the car and they called their bodyguards. This was not what I expected my life to be like.
Why does everyone hate me so much?
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