You, Me, We, Us

Chapter 47

Zoe

Hudson's parents say I can stay with them for a while over Christmas vacation and so does my mom so we head back to mine to get more clothes. Sitting in the car Hudson says how are feeling about everything? Good, scared, cherished. What about you? The same but I also strangely feel more protective I wanted to punch the guy staring at you as we checked out. Oh? Yeah he reches accross the middle and interlocks our fingers and we are ok right. Yes but now that we've had s*x I would be upset if you had s*x with anyone but me at least for now. Angel if I could look at you I would but I feel the same so if you want it, need it or whatever I'm here for you to use, ok? Yes, but the same for you just no other people, ok ? Alright we are on the same page no doing anything with anyone else at least for now. If we want to try with others we discuss first right? Yes, and we also have to be our normal selves infront of others too. It's just because we don't want people to put restrictions on us and keep us a part right? The car stops as we pull in to his. I hang my head it's not because your ashamed of me right? He squeezes my hand pulls my face up to look at him and he says never I'm not ashamed. Well I just thought because the way I look... Stop that ok. Ok! I would never be ashamed and I would kiss you but I can't till we get to my room. He gets out and helps me out as we walk in his parents see us and ask if I got hurt I almost look up but don't Hudson says yeah last night we were dancing and she got knocked into by a drunk guy pretty hard. Oh sweetheart are you ok his mom asks my cheeks heat yes ma'am just a little tired. Hudson take her upstairs and you guys rest for a while. And that's what we did went upstairs kissed and slept.

The next few days went by and Christmas was getting closer. We stole every moment we could to kiss hug and f*ck. I had to come home because I had to work yesterday and today, Thursday, I wasn't feeling well and after I got home I crashed. I left work early my mom wasn't home it was our turn to be with my dad and I couldn't go. I had work and well Hudson but here I was leaving work early because I felt awful I went straight to bed not hearing anything.