You, Me, We, Us

Chapter 53

Hudson

After I got her settled, I settled and as I got settled I asked God to make her better.

We both slept straight through till 11am when we woke she was doing better she wanted another shower it was trickier this time bc everyone was up but I gather our clothes for the day and towels I lead her in the bathroom locked the door although she's stronger I'm not ok with her potentially having an accident. We repeat our routine as the night before. She wants me I know part of it is because she's feeling vulnerable after Janet and being sick and everything that's happened I will reassure her everything is fine the talk with my dad really helped. We do everything the same as last night except day clothes when we are done we walk into my room clean sheets and bed made my family has been awesome. Zoe really wants to go downstairs today I said ok but wanted to talk first I put some music on to make sure no one over hears. Hey Angel I wanted to talk about our shower earlier I know what you wanted and trust me I wanted it to but after what happened yesterday I think we should wait till your completely better, ok. I hate seeing you sick. I want you well and please don't think I'm pushing you away because I'm not I just need you better. Then I'll take you again and again however you want. Just because we have s*x doesn't mean that we can't also just be us without that. Ok, but Hudson what if you need it or get bored and then don't want to do it with me anymore. This girl omg she worried about our relationship. Baby I won't and we will talk about those things ok look I'm not ready to move on neither is he we belong to you no dating anyone else no kissing or s*x either ok. Ok. Sweetheart you better not either she blushes God I love that blush. I'm not. Truthfully I wouldn't have been ready if it was anyone else but it was you so it was not the same. I won't be ready for anything with anyone else for a long time. Me too baby glad we're on the same page. Alright baby girl now we can go downstairs I think my cousins will be here soon. Oh then can you get my blue bag, sure baby here. I got them something. You know you didn't have to. Here I want to leave them here and maybe I could give it to them before they go. We walk downstairs very carefully when we get to the last step Zane and Zander walk in and attack her with hugs it makes me so mad they aren't being careful with her I yell hey you two. I'm going to deck you if you don't be careful. So I wrap my arm around her waist and gently pull her back and ask if she's ok. They all look at me the whole family except my mom dad and my sister June. Zoe is a little shaky damn it. I guid her to the couch and Zane says bro whats with the kid gloves treatment. I grab her hand and squeeze kiss her temple and whisper in her ear baby girl I need a minute before I kill dumb and dumber. I'll be right back. I need to punch a tree or something since I can't kiss you, ok she nods. I leave for a minute my dad walks up Hudson? yeah? Are you ok? Yeah just needed a minute before I punch them even if they didn't know they were shaking her aound and being rough. Ok lets go and I'll explain, thanks dad. I get back in and they are kinda quiet just asking basic stuff she looks at me and then I look at my dad who explains everything that happened after he was done Zane and Zander apologized to her and to me saying no wonder I looked like I would kill them I sat next to her she cuddled into me even though this wasn't new behavior everyone could see a change in us but no one knew why and chalked it up to her almost dying. I know I sound like I'm exaggerating but my dad knows a doctor who came over and checked her out and said whatever she was fighting was bad and he would run some test but she had been through the worst. Home rest was best but, stress was bad. If it wasn't for my getting there and moms quick thinking he had no doubt she would either be comatose or dead. That's why my hearts in knotts thats why I couldn't breath. My cousins ask if they can hug her needing the closeness but promise to be gentle I say ok. Soon she's tired and starts to drift I tell her we can go upstairs she says she wants to stay with us I say ok Zane lifts her feet on him and lets her get comfortable. I give Zane a warning glare and growl because he's rubbing her legs. He checks she's asleep Zane; she's out bro what the hell she almost died? WTF is the glaring about I know I handled her a little rough earlier but apologized and thought we were good? Mean while Zander is giggling like a girl on the other couch. We say what at the same time? He says Zane he's glaring and growling because of where your hands are. Zane looks down looks up and laughs. Bro I'm not moving in on your territory. She's not land assholes she's a person and I don't like how far up on her leg your hand is so yea because she's in pain you can rub her leg at the bottom midcalf down and her feet but stop getting handsy with her. They both laughed at me. I'm not, your just more over protective then before. Want to tell us why his eyebrow raised. I stared him down and said no. How long are y'all staying? She'll be mad if she fell asleep and missed visiting with you. It's just the shower wore her out. What shower now 2 peoples eyebrows raised. Look she can barely stand by herself I had to help her. Zane and Zander: help her how? I look, it's just us and my dad. I look at him he nods. Your dad knows yeah I have to take a shower with her because she can't she will get hurt f*cking tears come down. They look at me bro she's really been that bad I went on to tell them how I found her at her house, what the doctor said, also how she's had no strength what Janet did and said how she tried to do the shower herself and got hurt. Zane looks like he wants to jump up but Zoe's keeping him in place. Man I had no idea. Yeah, I kiss her head they all share a look what guys? Nothing it's just you seem closer and I didn't know that was possible. I mean I know you love her but... He trails off . What, but what? Well it's like somehow even though you won the game you leveled up 3 levels and love her more. I don't know what you're talking about except for the first time in my life I almost lost the most precious thing in my life. I don't understand it, but most important person was almost ripped away from me forever and it has me gutted. They share a look and say we get that it's just your closer and you can literally feel the intim, he stops and corrests himself, closeness.