You, Me, We, Us

Chapter 52

Hudson

I get back to the room and lay with her a while. I feel different about her since we started having s*x but I will not let it ruin us we will fight for us yep fight there's no need right now hopefully never. I need to make sure no guy dates her. Well as long as we are exclusively having s*x she won't have s*x or date anyone else .Aarggg but I will have to talk to her because I'm not sure how to define us right now. I do know what I want and I know what she wants so yeah we are gonna have to talk. She wakes up a little disoriented I help her sit up. I ask how are you feeling? She says good just a little hungry I'm dizzy too. Ok, stay here I'll be back. I go downstairs my mom says hey how is she I say a little hungry. Mom says good if we can get her eating it will give her strength back. Oh and Hudson your cousins will be here tomorrow let her know please so she is prepared they aren't staying long. I get back upstairs and sit next to her hey sweetcheeks, she blushes every time. Hey she says in a small shaky voice. Here let me feed you I don't think your strong enough to do it yourself. Ok. After she's done I tell her my cousins are coming tomorrow. Her eyes light up Zane and Zander? Yes why do you look so excited? Your family is awesome and I am excited to see them again. You sure thats all I ask not really sure why I'm upset. She looks at me and smiles big and beautiful, what why are you smiling like that? She tries to grasp my hand but she is so week her hand misses she gets visibly upset I lift and kiss it and say now tell me why you were laughing at me? I wasn't I was smiling because your cuteness is too much. I look up a little confused and she says I am excited to see them but I'm more excited to sleep next to you tonight. Now its my turn to smile, are you sure because it's going to be like the old days. What do you mean? No hanky panky gotta rest I think I zapped the energy out of you earlier and feel bad I didn't restrain myself because you got weeker after, I nuzzle her. Hey she says softly. I look at her, yeah? She says Hudson I'm going to be ok because of you. I hold her until she falls asleep again. I take the dirty dishes down stairs my sister is there and says she'll take care of the dishes she never offers but she's being nice because of Zoe. Hey Hudson my sister says Yeah? June: I just wanted to know Zoe looks really weak she's my friend too and how bad was it? I thought I was going to lose her June. I hold back the tears but June sees she gives me a hug and says good thing you got to her. Honestly if what mom told me didn't work I was calling an ambulance. That's bad. Yeah I know sis I was so scared. She is my bestfriend my sister stared at me. Your bestfriend? You know she is. At that moment I realize what my sister is saying and say yes I know it doesn't seem like a big enough word to describe us. No, my sister says, it does not. You two have a bond that's stronger then most marriages but what do I know I'm just a teen. I'm glad she's doing better maybe she'll be all better in 4 days just in time for Christmas Eve. Let's hope so, she hates missing everything you know it's her favorite holiday. Yeah bro, I know but selfishly I'm glad she's spending it with us this year, me too. I yell good-night and head up to my room and go to bed Zoe curl up next to me it's early only about nine, but at about two am I'm woke up by hard breathing Zoe what's wrong love she starts to cry baby whats wrong I go turn the light on you called me love. Um ok she's not answering my first question then starts crying about me calling her love, girls are confusing, I got to get to the bottom of this. Baby girl whats wrong? Well I had a bad dream I was dying and I was never going to see anyone I love again then I woke up and you called me love. Baby what's wrong with that? Is that what I am just another female? Oh s**t she's sick and not thinking clearly and yeah I use that for everyone I am such an idot especially after Janet. Blue eyes, My blue eyed Angel look at me she blinks big fat tears rolling down her face I would never put you in the same class as anyone else. You are so much, and mean, more to me that just about everyone and those at the same level as you are those I was made from ok. Ok, I stink too and need to pee and tried to get up but can't she cries come on baby I'll help you I wrap my arm around her and take her to the bathroom she said she's got it so I give her a minute I hear the toilet flush and go in start the shower and she asks if I can get her pjs I leave and return with them she's in the shower but I hear s**t damn it I go make sure the door is locked I take off my clothes and get in she says what are you doing. No I'm so gross and fat and ugly Blue eyes I've seen it all and I haven't left and I'm not going anywhere but here to help you stop calling yourself names first your not ugly but beautiful second your not fat your squishy which I have seen a lot and neither myself nor my d**k care and third you're not gross baby you're sick now let me help you wash and get the sick smell off ok. Ok. Lean on my shoulder baby I'm gonna wash your back and arms then I turned her around and washed her front I had her hold on the wall when I washed her legs and in between her thighs then her hair and face we rinsed off I stepped out helped her then dried her off and helped her dress sat her down on the toilet while I got dresses and then left the bathroom only to run into my dad, well s**t. I nodded took her to the room and sat her down on the bed told her I would be back went to get a hair brush and talk to my dad. My dad; Hudson did you take a shower with her? Yes dad and I know you're not about to ask if I had s*x because she is super sick and can barely stand. My dad; No son I just didn't know that you and she had moved to the point to where you've seen eachother naked. Dad we have I trust her she trust me. Dad; Why not get your mom or sister to help her? They can't dad she's extremely self conscious and she trust me June has never been around when she's dressing. Dad; I see son you even dressed her and fed her? Yes dad I said I would do anything for her. Dad; As I see you have son, so you have. Dad can I go now I need to brush and blow dry her hair. My dad smiles a mile wide yeah just keep it down it's 3am ok? ok dad.