You, Me, We, Us

Chapter 58

Zoe

The next day flies by in a flurry of crazy mostly because its the day before Christmas Eve. Everyone is getting thing done. There's lots of baking going on. It feels like the day goes super fast. Before we know it, It's Christmas Eve We all gather around to start cooking for the next day pies and sides are prepared ready to be placed in the oven anything that can be done ahead is and Turkey will go in early in the morning. We had music and singing it was a great day I had to take a nap but woke up in the evening to a Christmas movie playing we all watched it then went to bed. That night while laying in bed Hudson asked how I was doing really doing. I told him I was ok I was nervous and scared that I was pushing him away with all the things I'm going through. Hudson; Angel I'm not going anywhere. Even if you try to push me away so don't. You are my favorite person to be around. You always have been and I think you always will be. Zoe; No I won't one day you'll meet the person you're going to marry and you'll leave me I'll be just a memory. Hudson; this pisses me off but Zoe is fragile mentally right now so I take a breath and lift her face to look at me. I stare in her eyes and say baby girl no matter what the future brings your always supposed to be with me you hear me. She starts to cry and says the most heart breaking thing. Zoe; I'm worthless why do you even care. I ruin everything and I'm not pretty or anything. Hudson; f*cking Janet, Angel don't you ever say anything like that again. I start to cry you know my world crashed down when I thought I might lose you. I really felt like my heart was being ripped out so please Angel don't say those things because to me you're not worthless. You make my whole world light up without you there's so much darkness. Zoe; I wipe his tears and kiss him with all I have. Hudson; Blue eyes calm down I'm breathless after that kiss. I want you too much and you just started to get better and I don't want to mess that up tomorrow is Christmas and I want you to have a good day. I kiss her on the head and we drift off to sleep. I feel Zoe moving in her sleep and mumbling something. I clear my brain fog I am about to wake her up. When I hear Hudson please don't, don't leave I promise to be better. Just please don't leave your my favorite. I gently shake her awake. She wakes up she has tears in her eyes. Baby what's the matter? I had a bad dream. what about? She turns away nothing don't worry about it she says. No baby tell me I know it had to do with me. I just had a dream you where angry at me you got tired of taking care of me and you left me for another girl she was really gorgeous too. I sigh and pull her close to me baby I'm not going anywhere ok. Ok. Now lets get up it's your favorite day of the year and I've got two presents for you and I am excited. We get up she almost falls. Baby whats wrong you were feeling better yesterday. I'm just dizzy but I need a shower. Ok I'm taking one with you. I hate that you have to do this it's not fair to you. Once we get to the bathroom I pick her up and deposit her on the counter. I look into her eyes and say when I said it was my honor to take care of you I meant every word. You are the most important person I have in my life your friendship has been inexplicably important to me. You are the light in the darkness. She's searching my eyes then something flickers and she pullse closer and she kisses me it sets me a fire the moment her lips hit mine my hands are all over her we pull a part panting. God baby I want you so bad but you can't handle it yet. Make no mistake when you're better, you better be ready because I'm going to devour you every inch of you. Now we have to take our shower. I get it ready we get undressed she's staring down right at my hard c*ck baby girl eyes up here she looks up and blushes. We get in the shower and as i'm washing her hair I feel her grab my c*ck and she's pumping up and down and she turns around and says you better hold me because I'm a little dizzy but I want to do this so I hold her tight and kiss her I c*m quickly as she moans into my mouth. We get cleaned up and she smiles and says Merry Christmas babe. I kiss her and get her dressed I bring her out of the bathroom to my room and we get her gifts and go downstairs to join everyone. As we descend the stairs I hold tight to her waist taking it slow the whole time. We get into the living room and both my dad and mom noticed how I'm holding her.My dad asks if she's OK she says I'm fine I'm just a little dizzy and Hudson's over cautious. My mom says well dear it may be your blood sugar you haven't really eaten too much last few days.My dad says let's go ahead and get the gift started and then we'll have breakfast. Zoe asks if she can go ahead and hand out her gifts first everyone says that's fine She hands them all out with a smile on her face as I help her around the room Everyone begins to open their gifts. Everybody is shocked they are very thoughtful gifts. For my two youngest siblings she made them blankets out of old baby clothes and shirts from every famiy member and some squars are photos of our family that she took. She's so talented and doesn't even realize it. For Jay she found a sword at a flee market and cleaned it up it actually really nice one since it didn'thave a case so she made one for it. For my sister Kat she hand made earrings that have a 70s flair to them she loves them. For June she had gotten her these sandles she wanted and a hand made cuff bracelet. My parents she painted this beautiful picture of them at the lake with family and on thr side it's a profile with my grandparents in it watching their family. She looks at my parents and I wanted to get it framed but I didn't have the money to, sorry. My dad and mom get up and walk over and hug her and say no this is beautiful and one of the most thoughtful gifts and so beautiful. She turns to me and says I bought you something and I made you something. She hands me my first gift and I open it to find a nice silver bracelet, its one I saw while out with her and wanted. Then she hands me this big box I open it and it's a quilt it has pictures of my family and me and her and there are some blank spaces. She says the blank spots are for your future, your wife, kids and all that I hope you like it. I then notice there's a picture of the first panting of mine and on the opposite size her's it's from our first high-school art class. I look at her and say it's beautiful thank you and I give her a kiss on the cheek. We continued to open presents and my family is great they went out and got her stuff she would like. They didn't want her to be left out. Then everyone was about done and she looked at me. I smiled and said hold on there's two more gifts. I gave her a bag it was a big bag but a small gift she looks throught it and at the bottom is a hoodie a big one she usually wears an xl mens which is 2xl women but I got her a 3xl men because she wanted a huge one and it's actually a Dr. Who one, yeah my girls a total nerd. She gets the biggest smile on her face how did you find it everyone has been sold out? Well sweetcheeks for you I'll do anything so I found one. She looks at me and her eyes hold a promise in them. I give her a nudge and say there's something in the pocket. She pulls it out and sucks in a breath everyone says what is it? It's a gift certificate for photography classes. Thank you she hugs me. Not so fast you have one more but that was two. Nope it counts as one. She blinks, my parents are smiling and I hand her a small gift bag she opens it and

then the jewelry box in it is a 18k rose gold ring that says Angel, on the side of it, it has a blue sapphire my birthstone and inside it's engraved Always Mine Blue Eyes. She looks her hand over her mouth and it's shaking up with tears in her eyes. She says it's beautiful. I look at her and say yeah and I though it was perfect for you. She leaps over and hugs me saying thank you. I look down and I want to kiss her but everyone is watching us so I kiss her head and say you're welcome. I look up my parents are watching us. I say well are you hungry she says starving haven't eaten much in over a week everyone chuckles my dad says come on we better feed you now that it seems you're starting to feel better.