You, Me, We, Us

Chapter 45

Zoe

It's almost a week and a half before I see Hudson. He's picking me up from work tonight we'll go to my house to get somethings then his.

I finally get off work he's in the car waiting for me. I get in and he doesn't say anything It's weird fifteen minute ride to mine. No one is home I go in he is behind me. I get to my room and he says I missed you so much God I missed you he kisses me and his hands are all over me. Hudson? Yeah baby he says? We aren't having s*x tonight. I know I just missed you and I need to touch you. I need to hold you. Ok I say with a blush. We make out some more he sticks his hand in my pants and I push mine in his we work eachother up and find our release. We are both breathing heavy. He puts his forehead to mine and says I hate being away from you I really hate it. I know me too Hudson. I go get a shower and change. He cleans up and we get in the car and start to head tward his house. I say um Hudson? What's up baby? Well I have a work Christmas party to go to on the 12 will you go with me? Do you have to dress up? Yes you have to wear a tie. Ok I will go with you. Thank you. We get to his and we tell his parents and he asks if he can stay at mine. His parents agree and when we get to his room. I say um Hudson we aren't staying at mine after the party. He says well we can stay here he goes to leave to tell his parents and I say no Hudson. Well then where? At the hotel. He repeats me at the hotel? Yes I'm ready if you are at the hotel. He says ready for what? Then he turns to me and say ready and raises and eyebrow. Ready? yes I am with you. He stalks over to me grabs me and kisses the living breathe out of me. Yes baby girl my Angle my blue eyes I'm ready. Good. We spend the whole weekend together and then I only see him two more times till the Christmas party.

Hudson

I can't stop thinking about the Christmas party . I am studing up because I want our first time to be good really good. I can't wait but I'm also nervous. I can't think of anyother person that I would want to share my firsts with and so far all the firsts we've shared have been phenomenal. Everything our first kiss, even though it wasn't my first kiss, was amazing. It was better than any kiss I've ever had. I realy just want to make sure it's good for her. I read it can hurt for a girl the first time and I don't want that or at least want to minimize that as much as possible. I know she's worried for other reasons and as excited as I am if she changes her mind that would be ok and I will make sure she knows that. Also I need to figure out what I am going to wear. I have to be honest part of me made this decision to make the deal with her because of Oli and how much he wanted her. I honestly couldn't stand the thought of another guy having s*x with her. I know it might not make sense but it's how I feel. The Christmas party is tomorrow and I call Harmony because I need to make sure her mental health is ok before we go through with this. Harmony: Hello Hudson to what do I owe the reason for this call? I have to ask you something entirely embarrassing but it's important. Harmony: ok go head. Is Zoe mentally ready for s*x? Harmony: Shouldn't you ask her? Look she will tell me she is and I trust her but after what happened to her I don't want this to set her back if we take the next step no matter what I have to protect her even against our hormones. Harmony: I chuckle a bit ok ok I have talked with her about this and yes she is ready. If it was going to cause harm in any way I would let you know. Ok good. Harmony: you love her very much. It was a statement she was making, yes I do. We leave it there I say goodbye and call Zoe to let her know I'll be picking her up at 6 tomorrow. She says ok see you then.