You, Me, We, Us

Chapter 27

Hudson

I wake up first and look back at the other couch. I know today is going to suck. As well as the nexts few weeks, because my bestfriend fell for the guy next to her and he fell just as hard for her. I watched him watching her sleep. He told me she told him to leave his heart open to find the love of his life. He told he was sure if they had more time she would most definitely be his and he's afraid he'll never find his now. I feel bad for both of them the situation sucks but I know no matter what they will always be friends. Oddly enough I think that if he does find someone he falls in love with that it will make Zoe happy and hurt. She's had a rough life and I hate that for her and leaving him is just one more thing to add to it. I almost feel like bad stuff happeneds to her all the time because she able to handle it. If she wasn't maybe she wouldn't have everything go wrong. It's like the universe knows who is strong enough to take her sh*t and who's not which isn't fair. We both graduate next year Zoe maybe sooner she's already doing duel enrollment so she will have 2 years of college done when she graduates I'll have one. I am glad we were here a week and no longer. Any longer and the two of them would definitely be worse when leaving. I am looking at them and Zack says Hudson why are you staring. I'm sorry man I'm just worried about later. Zack me too I have feelings real ones that make me want to wait for her but she said not to. As she's going to live her life and so should I. I just don't know how to do that. I looked at him and said man you have to be careful and not be distracted when you are there. I know what you told her you're going to be doing but I know what they might send you to do. If anything happens to you and she thinks it was somehow the fault it will kill her. I know he said. I know I'll get leave but I don't know when and how long I don't want to give her hope when there might not be any. I get it just give everything time once you get over there. You have to focus and be sharp so you can come home. Even if she finds someone or you do, the most important things is coming home alive. I know. I juat didn't expect to be so invested in her after just a week of spending time with her. She's the most amazing woman I've met up till this point. I don't think anyone will ever deserve a woman like her. No, I say. There's not a single person I can think of who will deserve her but you came close. I am glad she got to meet your family and they liked her. Your older sister and her family told her if she comes up to NYC to call and she could stay with them. Oli told her any time anywhere if she needed something to call him. Your yonger sister and bother told her next time she is here they want to hang out. Then there was your parents they adore her. I think your mom is in love and your dad wants her to be his daughter. My point is you did that for her if nothing else you gave her people. People to add to her tribe as she calls it. People who genuinely care for her. You know once you've been added to the tribe of Zoe you would have to f*ck up super bad for her to remove you. She gives more chances then any one person I know. She loves fully with all of her and man it's beautiful to see that. Be sure man if you give her up it's not for some stupid fling but the real deal. I will and Hudson. Yeah? I know this has all been hard for you but thanks for sharing the most amazing person I have ever known. You're welcome.