I was silent while they ate breakfast. My former hunger is gone because I have lost my appetite. I don't think I can chew and swallow food. "Honey, you're not moving my spoon on you," said Clark who was next to me. I did not answer. I just looked at him for a moment then my eyes returned to the dish. I can't believe this. How can he move as if he is not at fault for me? How his conscience can fool me. He said he did not have a girlfriend but he had a baby called? When I remembered what I had heard before, I suddenly stood up. "You're done?" brother asked. "I have no appetite. Excuse me." I turned my back on them all. "Zai, wait -" He stopped me at the foot of the stairs. "Don't touch me!" I pulled his hand away from holding my arm. "Come back there. You haven't finished e

