18. The Heat . . . >< I couldn't help but feel antsy throughout the night. I couldn't get a wink of sleep. Yesterday was still overwhelming. On one hand, there was Killian and his troubles, and on the other hand, there was the possibility that I was with child. I didn't know which troubled me more, the heat or Killian. Killian had his own issues to deal with, issues he had projected onto me, and issues I had managed to trigger last night. Neither of us was ready to be parents. In a way, we were both broken, and we hadn't done anything to heal ourselves. I chose not to dine with the pack for breakfast. There was no need. I was certain that Killian wouldn't trouble me. My mind was focused on one thing this morning: my heat. I sat on my bed patiently, waiting for the pain to

