-Jake P. O. V.-
Numb. That's how I feel. Nothing makes sense anymore. Everything is dull, like painted in black and grey. Like the last traces of hope for future happiness has left my body. Probably that's what happens when someone realizes that he or she would have to face life alone.
Why am I always being everybody's second choice, a safety net, useful only if the first one decides to disappear? Is it too much to ask for someone for whom I would be The One, that very special person and not a consolation prize?!
With Ami I felt like I was just that, even if that was for a very short moment. When she opened up to me after our run-date I saw true emotions, sincere affection mirroring my own feelings for her. Was I some kind of Scumbag in my previous life that I'm being punished like th
