I drove back to school with a heavy heart. It's not that I don't want to be here, just everything that's happening in this damn castle is so messed up. I'm really tired of this all. Before this year started Jake and I thought we would be kings of Lycademy, but we all know how it turned out. I started really suspecting that leading a Pack might actually be easier than dealing with this s**t. We parked in my usual spot and hand in hand went to our apartment. It's strange how one conversation turned us both in love sick puppies. Amilia was blushing whenever my eyes landed on her and I couldn't help but to imagine how my beautiful Mate would look with a growing belly. That will be amazing. And maybe before my 19th birthday I can have pups on my own. That's something worth waiting for. Once

