I drove for hours and hours before I became so tired I needed to stop. I stopped in to this small town and booked a small motel. Then I feel in to a deep slumber. I awoke to house cleaning and decided to call a Luna friend of mine. To see if I could stay and be a member of their pack.
“Hi, Abby? It’s me Yara” a large squeal came from the phone and I had to pull it from my face. “Yara! It’s been so long what can I help you with?” I did my best to explain my situation without cause problems with my old pack and this one. “Yara are you sure you don’t want to try and reconnect after everything is settled. You don’t have to full cut off and once they realize yours having there children surly…” I stoped Abby there “I’m sorry Abby. I’m tired, we have been fighting for so long now. They didn’t believe me and didn’t even give me a chance to defend my self. I just want to be away from them. I’m going to change my name and information and be done with it. They rejected me it’s over.” I sighed “maybe when the kids an our older I’ll reach out, but they don’t even think the babies are there’s and I can go through any more. Me and my wolf are done and just want to protect the pups.”
I could hear Abby sighing on the phone “ok. My beta and some of our worriers will meat you at the next city to get your name and information changed. I have just the cabin for you to raise your kids in. Once you’re settled we get you in with my midwife. I’m so sorry you’re going through this Yara. I’ll see you soon” we both hang up. I never felt this alone. I had spent years with my mates and now it’s just me and my wolf and she was still healing from the rejection.
It was time for something to eat and then off to the city to meet up with the beta. I found a cute little dinner and then spent a good hour in the car before making my way in all puffy eyed. Finding a spot I gazed out the window contemplating my mistakes. I was heartbroken, but it’s clear that my presence had created a problem in my mates lives. I thought that maybe I should have let my mates know about her condition. Would that have prevented this. I would need some serious therapy when I got to my new pack. I wiped away a stray tear as a waitress stepped in to my table. I got coffee, eggs and tomato as well as ordering a wrap to go.
I looked at my appearance in the window it was a mess. If I wasn’t so hungry I would have clean my self up a bit better. Then again who was there to impressed. I soon finished my food and I was on my way to the city 2 hours away. The drive was long and flat and I spend most of the time crying, having to stop several time to catch my breath or pee so it took a lot longer then I thought. I finally found the hotel that I was to meet the beta at. It was a 5 star hotel and I new that Abby probably owned this hotel.
After giving my keys to the valet, I walked in to the heavily decorated modern building. There a tall man with an eye patch and some tattoos approached me “Luna Yara, I’m Beta Garret. I’m here to help you with all your legal documents and introduction to the Night Wing Pack. This is the rest of your escort team” he pointed to the 5 men and 3 woman behind him in black “it’s just Yara now. No longer a Luna. Please to meet you” I said extending my had to shake his “we have already meet at last years Alpha banquet, though I don’t think we got to talk as I was always whisked away by the other Luna’s” a laughed quietly.
Beta Garret nodded and introduced me to the rest of the team. I got to know I became close to a woman named Sara. She was petite like me, but feisty. She did most of my personal escorting and gave me my new phone. I had me name change to my mothers Maiden name though I added my dad’s name as an exstra middle name. I said good by to my marred name and made sure my own personal money was out of reach from my old pack. Not that I felt they would abuse it, but I didn’t think they would accuse me of cheating and then reject me either.
Sara comforted me though all my tears. Never trying to give me advice just being there for me. It took about two days to get all my legal things changed. But we were finally back on the road and I was now Yara Marie Patrova Jackson of the Night Wing Pack. I just needed to swear my loyalty to my new alpha and I could start my new life. So I decided after the hour drive there and crying the whole way. I would not shed another tear for my old life and wish my ex-mates a better life.
I was no quitter.