I spent three months helping Luna Abby and Alpha Rod with tasks around the Pack. There was peace and joy to the work, it gave me some sort of purpose. Alpha Rod made me feel like the pack would fall apart without me and his Luna would die of exhaustion if it won’t for me. It felt to good to be needed even as I blew up like a balloon and walked like a penguin. Unfortunately everything was going to come to a stop as my midwife and the pack doctor didn’t want me on my feet all day with the twins.
On the bright side I was able to help with the organization of the Lycan royal visit. Sara was so excited to see her new niece and her brother, she only got to meet her brothers mate once so was still a little nervous to be around a princess, but I encouraged her to be positive and remember that you can chose to love someone even before you know them. Sara was mostly living with me and helping me around the house. Abby was insistent that I not be left alone in my condition. As wolf pups only grow in the womb 5 to 6 months and since I was carrying two it really was everything up in the air.
I was frustrated as I was trying to find a nice dress to were for the night of the royal arrival. For some odd reason they decided to make it a family event. The king, queen and the crown prince along with his two male mates were all deciding to make an appearance. Of course it was the first time I meet royalty and I’ll be looking like a whale. I sighed decided on the light pink Satan floor length dress, with puffed sleeves. I thought the sleeves might distract from my large tummy.
“Sara, I’m so fat. Your in-laws are going to mistake me for a pig and feed me to the guests” Sara laugh hard “sweetie you do not look like a pig. You’re just very pregnant and look beautiful. My in-laws are not going to care… at least I think.” She got this concern look on her face “ should I be worrying more about this. My brother just said dress like I always do for a mating ball and it will be fine, but what if he’s just f*****g with me. He was always a bit a jerk to me” I giggled at her contemplating her new conundrum.
I hung up the dress in the closet picking simple accessories and flats. I missed my high heels, but I new that even putting them on would be difficult. I closed my eyes for a second and it felt like my ex-mate Marc had suddenly wrapped his arms around me kissing me on the cheek “you look beautiful” he whispered. The feeling vanished and a few tears fell down my face. I took in a big shaky breath and pushed the thought from my mined. They didn’t want me and I no longer wanted them. I was just lonely, but I was stronger and I would do well without them.
I finally was able to fall asleep thinking about curtseying to the king and queen of the lycans. I dreamed of my wolf, a beautiful black wolf with a white crescent moon over her eye. I stroked her soft fur and snuggled against her. “I am better and ready to move forward” my wolf Nyx says to me “you wore heeling for a long time, I was worried I broke you for good” I tiered up. “Child, it was not you who rejected your mates. They wore the ones that couldn’t see their other mates troubled heart. Lydia and her wolf are clever and smart, but wore plague buy the same sickness there father had. We are able to feel empathy for them, but it dose not excuse there bad behaviour. Sadly there bad decisions will leave them to miss out on our pups. But don’t worry Yara the moon goddess has a plan for us and we will be called to do great things. We will need to be brave and strong” I looked at my wolf quizzical. Then darkness consumed us.