Lydia eyes flutter awake and she smiled at me. “We need to get ready, the construction workers on the new playground needs our input and our ok, before they get started” we both quitly got out of bed and started to shower each other giggling and kissing each other as we went. It’s funny because we wore never attracted to leach other till we found out we wore mates, but it just fit so well that we connected so naturally.
We both jumped startled by are mates clearing their throats. “Don’t stop on our account” Marc said as he licked his lips. Lydia sharply left the shower stopping her feet like a child and I pouted “way to c**k block guys” putting my hand on my hips and puffing out my cheeks. Then boys laughed and Eric picked Lydia up by the waist and flung her over his shoulder.
Our lives seamed to be getting better for a while, but fights started to brake out again. The boys thought that having pup might fix the problem. I had mixed feelings, but Lydia so desperately wanted to be a mother I decided to accommodate her. After trying with no results Lydia started to become manic and starting to accuse me of cheating on them. At first my mates didn’t believe her, but they started to feel pings of pain when I would be away from the 3 of them. I would swear that I hadn’t and would never cheat. But between Lydia’s hysterics and this pain they wore feeling, they all started to point fingers and yell. Our family was starting to fall apart and I, was starting to feel sick.
About a couple of months in to our fight, weeks of me feeling nauseous as well as vomiting. I finally went to see the pack doctor. He was a stern man, but very good at his job “Yara, I got the results done as fast as I could, it will do no good to have one of our Luna’s sick. Let me just pull up your file here” he concentrated at his computer screen and his eyes lit up “congratulations Luna, you’re pregnant!” It was the first time I saw a genuine expression on his face.
I was so stunned, I mean of course I was pregnant. Why didn’t I even think of that. “Here Yara, we will take quick ultra sound so we can find out how far along you are and have a picture to show your mates” the doctor smiled and rolled up his sleeve. Walking out and then coming back a few second later with a large monitor. He handed me two towels “roll up your shirt and your pants down. Then tuck the towels on the edges so I don’t get the gel on your cloths. Then you can lay down” I did as instructed and with in minutes I was listening to not one but two distinct heart beats. We wore going to be parents.
I was so excited to get home and share the excitement. With all the fighting, what else would bring us all closer then new pups on the way. Two little ones, one that looked like Marc and another that looked like Eric. Lydia would look so cute as mother. I can see her singing them to sleep and cooing at them in her arms.
Getting out of the car and run to the door I can hear faint voices and run to up the stairs to the Alpha and Lune suite. “You guys I’m home… “ I yell out running to where I can hear my mates “I have such exiting news, I’m pregnant… “ my voice dies at the end walk-in on angry faces and Lydia’s tear stain face. Eric stops over to me “you’re pregnant? Is it even ours?” I’m dumbfounded unsure how to respond. Marc grabs Eric hand away from my arm “there must be a reasonable explanation for this, just give her time to explain” Marc looks at me defeated “you can tell us the truth. We will try to understand. If you have been feeling neglected by us, we can fix this” he explained desperately.
I was flabbergasted, what wore the accusing me off “I don’t understand…” suddenly there way a big crash. Lydia look unhinged and her cheeks wore stained with mascara and tears “you cheeting bitch.” She lunged at me, her claws wore out, she was going to my belly where our babies are hidden. I nocked her in the face braking her nose and causing it to bleed and seconds latter Eric back handed me in the face nocking me to the ground. “How dare you, she has been defending your actions and then you harm her. We felt the pain of your betrayal, there is no use in denying it” Marc bends down “just tell us the truth and will work it out. It’s ok if the babies aren’t ours…” “speak for your self” Eric growled.
I looked at them shocked “I didn’t do anything” I whispered shacking and my eyes started to water. Marc then look unbelievably angry “if you can’t admit to your wrongs and the suffering you have caused. Then we have no choice. I Alpha Marc Sinclair of the White Wolf Pack reject you Yara Sinclair as my mate and Luna” I gasped at the pain. “I Eric Sinclair, Alpha of the White Wolf Pack. Reject you Yara Sinclair as my mate and Luna” Eric growled. I collapsed to the floor gasping for air and then I looked at Lydia desperately hoping for her help “I Lydia Sinclair Luna of the White Wolf Pack. Reject you Yara Sinclair as my mate and Luna.” It was crushing “you have an hour to collect your things and leave” Eric grunted and then left the room. Marc sighed and fallowed him.
Gasping in pain I looked up at Lydia and she looked down at me. I could see her tremble and she whispers “now maybe I can be happy.” That’s when it all snapped in to place, this was never about me, this was about Lydia. I felt rage burn in my chest and then I was about to yell and scream at the women, but when I looked at her I saw the woman that I loved. I trembled and the tears came down my face. I would let this go, the damage has been done. My mates believed I had betrayed them, and didn’t give me the ability to defend my self and Lydia would be endlessly jealous and insecure as long as I was around.
I took a deep breath a stood now numb to the pain “maybe you will be happy now. I accept your rejections” the trust was broken. I would raise my kids on my own and I will walk out this pack house with pride. Knowing I did nothing wrong and hopefully this would make them happier. I quietly picked up my thinks, grabbed my bank card and grabbed my keys. I didn’t cry until I got in my car a drove off. The last think my brain comprehend was me say “I Yara Sinclair reject White Wolf as my pack and Eric and Marc Sinclair as my Alphas. I am now rouge” a collective howl from the back. Feeling the loss of a pack member.