I went back home before I could even see Sabrina and I didn't understand why she didn't call me to tell me she was unwell. How did Finch and candy get to her anyway?...
All over sudden I felt like my life was taking some sort of a turn and even though I wanted to make everything right, I realised I was loosing myself... I should have quit this cocaine business when I got out of the hospital and we should have stuck to the plan of dealing cars and everything else..
I bought some whiskey on my way home and for the first time I felt like getting very drunk. I was not an alcohol person but there was something different that day. I just couldn't help it.. I felt like I was falling a part and for the first time again, I wished my father were still alive or even Clement...
Christine and candy
