Bye Bye daddy

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Emma's pov "It's a --" The doctor took a long pause while looking at the monitor "Well, this is interesting. As you can see here there is two genitalia and two heartbeats, " she said I couldn’t say anything, I stared at her blankly, I don’t know what to do, I think it’s a good thing that the baby won’t be lonely but how can I take care of them? That would be harder; I got to get out of here, away from everyone, for a year or more? What should I do? I can’t abort these babies, I’ll take care of them no matter what, I will raise them alone, of course, I’ll tell Daniel that I’m carrying his pup but not now, maybe after we graduate? "Emma, you're having twins," Nate said "Do you want to know the genders?" The doctor asked "Yes please ma'am" I replied "Well...." she said putting another gel on my stomach "This one is a guy," she told me pointing into the left side of the monitor "How about the other one?" I asked I wish it would be a girl; I always wanted a baby girl since I’m the only girl in our family except for my mom "It's....." "Its?" I asked "A girl, congrats Ms. Rivers you'll have a baby boy and a girl in a few months" I smiled and get up of the bed "Thank you," I said smiling "Ready to go?" Nate asked "I think so," I told him Will I love these kids as much as my parents love me? Can I protect them no matter what? Will I be able to raise them well? a million thoughts are running in my head while we're walking, when we got into the car there was an awkward silence I don’t know why its awkward but I could feel that it is "Do you think I should tell him?" I asked Nate to break the awkward silence "Should tell what to who?" He asked looking confused "Tell Daniel that I’m pregnant?" I answered I don’t know if I should tell him though. Wait let us rephrase that I don’t know how to tell him "It’s always up to you, we will always support you no matter what your choice is, your family will be here" he replied "I think ill go to granny after graduation" "Wait... what? You can’t go to England that too far from new york, we won’t be able to see you, that’s a big no for me" He's right, I just can't leave them, it’s way too far but it’s for me and the baby. I’ll still think about it though When we got home I finally made up my mind I’ll go to England and visit them every month? "Mom! We're home" I called "So how was it? Is it a boy?" Mom asked excitedly "Well......" "Well, what, don’t keep me hanging," mom said "Well... it’s a boy-girl" "What do you mean boy-girl?........ OH MY! IT’S TWINS? " "Yes, ma! Its twins" I said happily "But mom, I want to go to granny's" "What? Why?" She asked shocked "Well, I want to start a new life" "Well if that’s what you want, you can leave after graduation" "Thanks, ma!" Then I hugged her "Always welcome dear" --- "Mom! Let’s go we're going to be late!" "Hold on honey, we still have 30 minutes before graduation" It’s been a week and it’s my graduation now, yey right? I’m going to leave for England hours after graduation and I’m planning on telling Daniel that I’m pregnant today "Mom, still, I don't wanna be late! Let’s go!!!!" "Oh alright, let’s go" The drive to school was silent, my dad and mom will be there to support me. Well, I hope they’re proud of me, well I think they’re not, who's pregnant at 16? Well I still hope that they are "Honey go find your seat, we'll be right here in the back" "Okay dad, I love you both," I said kissing them in the cheeks I sit beside my besties and Daniel was on our back flirting with the school's slut, I don’t know why she’s even graduating "I’m leaving later Anna and tay" "What?" They asked in unison "I want to start a new life" "How about the bab----" I cut off Taylor by putting my hand on her mouth 'Look back' i mouthed She looked back them mouthed a 'sorry' "Well, where are you going?" Anna asked changing the subject "Away from here, away from him," I said then heard a low growl behind. Oops, I think he heard me "Well don't forget us," Taylor said "Never" I replied "Emma rivers?" the teacher asked and I stood up and got to stage Finally, I graduated "I'm so proud of you," my mom said after graduation "Well were gonna go home, we'll see you in an hour, don't be late" "Ok" I replied I was walking toward Taylor and anna when I saw daniel having a heated make out session that's when I break it I walked towards them and release a low growl but it didn't break them apart, I clear my throat but still nothing "You really disgust me" that broke them apart "What?" Daniel asked "Well... Let's see. I was going to say that you're going to be a father but it doesn't really suit you. So, let me rephrase that. Thanks for the sperm, I'm going to be a mother" I said with disgust evident in my voice. I am trying so hard to hold back the tears that wanted to come out, I don't know what got into me, but I'm furious, I was sad, I was angry, I was jealous? What's happening? I can't let this feeling get into me, I cant, but every time he's with another girl, my heart aches, it feels like I can't breathe like I'm dying. I have all the right to get angry but I can't let him affect me anymore. I can't let it get into me, I got to go as soon as possible, I have to move on, I have to accept the fact that he rejected me. I can't do this any longer, I can't pretend that I'm okay every time he's with somebody else. I was about to get into the car that's when the tears burst out, I hate these freaking eyes "Rivers, wait. We have to talk" Daniel says approaching me "no we don't, we don't have anything to talk about" I replied while crying "Please don't cry, I just wanna talk about us, about our pup, please Emma," He says with pleading eyes too late. "There is no us anymore, you see, it only takes a guy to have a pup but it takes a man to be a father, and obviously, you can't be a father" "Please, Emma, I'm sorry, I love you" "thanks, I love myself, too," I told him then I drive faster than I always do Why is he like this? Why can't I move on? I have to move on, I can't drag myself down by getting jealous of every single thing that he does to other girls I stop at our driveway and go straight to the living room "Mom, Dad, I got to go now. Please" I said crying "But you still have an hour," dad says "Please" I replied They exchange a few glances and nod at each other "Okay honey, get your luggage and get ready, we'll meet you in the car," dad says
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