PURPLE DESTİNY

FAKE OF REALITY

Bade's voice rang in my ears.

"Meriç, there is a report that Evin's mental illness is not in place.

I sealed my eyes with Meriç's eyes. Would he believe me? Or would he think I was crazy?

He stood up, grabbed my wrist and said to Mehmet, "Let's go."

I started walking without complaining. When I got into the car, they must have heard what Bade was saying because Cenk and Zeynep's eyes were on me.

They looked slightly suspicious but disbelieving. I didn't know how sincere they were, but it was clear that they didn't want to believe it.

To Meriç Zeynep

When you say "Let's come to my house"

They took their eyes off me and started to look at the road. I wanted to defend myself, I wanted to show that I was sane.

But now wasn't the time. I had to convince myself of this at first. I couldn't think clearly at the moment.

I didn't speak until I got home. When we got home, Bade's

"Are you kidding us b***h," I was greeted with a slap and a slap.

The slap I received made me stunned. I squeezed my eyes open. When I lifted my head, which had fallen to the side, Cenk was in front of me.

Bade was still looking at me with those hard eyes. Meriç grabbed my wrist and threw me on the couch.

"Tell me, why were you trying to trick us," he said angrily.

"Look-look

I really didn't deceive you," I said with difficulty.

"Shut up! Lie

Don't tell me this is then where did this crazy report come from. Tell me.

I was startled from my heart, I trembled up to my feet. I think Cenk was the only one who believed in me in this room.

Thereupon, Cenk turned around and asked for help.

"I'm really telling you the truth. Whatever I tell you, why should I approach you so much?"

Everyone started looking at each other. It was obvious they were hiding something from me, but I didn't care. My eyes were still on Cenk.

He must have understood that I was asking him for help, because he crouched at my feet.

"Did a doctor give this report?"

I found a place to defend myself

No, I really didn't get this report from a doctor, I don't even know how there is such a report."

Cenk stood up.

"Look, Meriç didn't know about the girl. Why are we blaming her?"

"I don't believe anything this scumbag says anymore," he said, which must have angered Cenk.

"What's wrong with you Bade, how can you speak so confidently? Didn't you see the morale on her stomach, what the cross on her arm meant? You saw it too."

Bade was not satisfied and still did not believe me . After some silence, Mehmet:

"Let's ask Ali," he said.

I haven't heard this name in a long time, but it still hurts me.

"It makes sense, maybe then we'll understand the lies they're telling," said Bade.

Cenk turned to look at me with compassion. He knew as much as I did that what I went through was his fault, but it was too late, and Zeynep and Meriç agreed.

I could not oppose, I knew that if I did, I would be guilty. I stood up

I said, "Okay, you'll see the problem."

I was an artist, but where was I going? Where was I going unless no one was with me?

Please God, please Meriç come after me. I have to stop my steps. It's not the time to be an artist.

Meriç doesn't come, he knows I can't go without him. I buried my pride and made my despair the leading role.

Turn around

I said, "Meric, will you come with me?"

"I don't think you need it. If you're smart enough to fool us, you'll find your way home."

Everyone except Cenk started laughing.

To everyone

He started walking towards me after giving me the "you are unscrupulous" look. Zeynep gave the signal to him by shouting "Cenk" about what to do.

I'm sorry, he went to Zeynep with his eyes. I had to go too. My quota in this house was full.

I turned around and walked slowly out of the house. It was already evening and I started walking fast so there would be fewer people.

When I entered an alley similar to that night, Ali, the guards that took me, the life that took me under their feet, and I was right in front of me in despair.

No, I can't let it happen to me this time. I can't let it happen to me again.

I ran and tried to free myself from those guards , someone grabbed me from behind and pushed me .

I fell so hard on the ground, I didn't know what to do. When I looked up, no one was there, they had already taken me.

I got up and walked towards Meriç's house as if running fast. The people I saw around did not bother me.

When I got home, everyone was looking at me like I was an asshole, interrupting Bade just as she was about to start talking.

"Meriç Eldem killed himself because your brother went through what I went through."